A Woman teaches me an incredible lesson about receiving what we already have rather than going on to seek something new. It has something to do with Elimination and Cleasing.

Date:   4/24/2007 9:36:32 AM ( 17 y ago)

9:13 AM
April 23, 07

Had a powerful experience
that happened to me yesterday
when I went to use the Portable Potty
at the San Diego EarthFair on Earth Day.

Here is the story:

to be continued...

9:46 AM

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7:18 AM
April 24, 2007

[Here is the story...]



I am at the San Diego Earth Fair.
I went to bed Saturday night after midnight.
The Dining room is in Chaos.
I had about 80% of my Prep to do the
Final Day. Every moment was now Precious.
I got up around 5 AM to make the final signage.
Then Paris Bingo and I loaded up the EG Mobile
and went to Balboa Park.

We met Joe there. Joe brought Allisa, his sweet
little eight year old.

Oh my God, what a very special day.

So here I am kind of weary...a go to the
Portable Potties a couple times.

The final time...

I see two ladies standing in line
in front of an Occupied Potty.

Then, one has a Revelation.

She screams out, sort of in astonishment
at herself, sort of like saying, oh I silly I am,
waiting in line here, wanting to pee,
holding myself in, and look, if I only look
up, here are 18 more potties....

She realized there is a row
of 18 other Portable Potties
to her right. She had not seen them.

I heard her.
I did not stand in line.

I went right to a Vacant Potty
and had a moment of privacy
in the midst of 50,000 or more
people,
and had a Revelation.

How many times do we stand in line
waiting for things that are right in front of us?

How many times to we go out seeking for what
we have already?

Sweet, Sweet, Twin Soul/Best Friend.
My Ultimate Love, my sweetheart,
the Woman I have so Adored for near seven years.

She wakes up this incoming Spring,
and for whatever reason only She and God Knows,
decides she wants to be a Couple again,
but not with me.

She is wanting something else.

I am not what she wants.


So here I am at the Potty.
Conceivably the most loving,
sweetest man she will ever meet.
Conceivably the most generous
human--and she has admitted to this--
who has taken time to hear her,
to be present, and be distant
as she wanted--and realize that it was all perfect
for me too--finally.


Look at his.
We are so full up with things to Eliminate,
that we do not see what is right in front of our eyes.

We are so full up with Stuff,
in my case with Clutter, that what is right
in front of me--underneath--
The Empty Room to creat a new--
is beyond my range of view.

Does that make sense?
Do you get sort of what I am saying?


We are so full of our own Stuff
that what is right in front of us
that could be what we really are seeking
is not enuf.

I am sure this not being enuf stems from
being too much full of it.

Eventually we empty out.
We go out and have more and more
experiences until we are ready to Receive,
what we ultimately already had.

There is no right and make wrong here.
That is not my point.

Dr. Bernard Jensen always said,
"Never stop a person from having
an experience they need for their Soul Growth."

We all need to do our Life as we choose.
Every experience can be precious
and full of Soul Growth,
and Revelation, even
an experience standing in Line
waiting for a Portable Potty.

Your Enchanted Gardener
Leslie

7:36 AM
April 24, 2007









 

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