Feeling Blessed + It's a Mess! by YourEnchantedGardener .....

Crashes and natural disasters Open us to new ways of seeing, new ways of offering compassion that our world and those in it be healed.

Date:   4/10/2007 10:24:36 AM ( 17 y ago)

7:27 AM
April 10, 07


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Torrie Crocker has an excellent Forum
on Curezone where she helps each of us
understand the importance of Biological Denistry
and getting those mercury filling out of our
mouth. Mercury poisoning can really make
a person feel ill, and have mood swings.


http://curezone.com/forums/f.asp?f=733


Torrie and I had a ball at the Farmers' Market
on Easter Sunday. I gave her a lot of Joe the Farmer
Food. She has really helped me out on a day
when the EG Mobile was in the shop. After
the FM, we went to Whole Foods where I did some
sampling of Joe's Stawberries. Then, we came
her to the EGIC. She made a salad.

What did she think of Joe the Farmer's Food?
Torrie said she had never seen vegetables like that.
All in all it was a very healing day for both of us.

Also pictured is Shannon, one of the farmer apprectices
at La Milpa Organica Farm.

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I am feeling Blessed,
and my desk is a mess!

Stayed up till past 12 maybe closer to 1.

I was uploading messages that had been generated
by Zoebess (Page 48 of the lost blogs) mainly and
Uploaded Page 45, messages that had been generated by
Torrie Crocker.

I was doing a lot of listening while I was doing this.

Torrie Crocker was on the other end of the phone.

She lives in San Diego.

She has been a big help generating titles from lost blogs
and then the messages from the titles. Ana Baxter,
who writes a tremendous Blog here, and has been a moderator
for five years, has also been a great help.

http://curezone.com/blogs/f.asp?f=18


I had pages 45-46-47-48-49 involved,
around 268 messages that went down from the period
of early January to April 1.

This period covered the Natural Product Expo Preparation,
and the writing of "The Comeback of Joe the Farmer."

It also had some of the gleaning of opportunities created
for Joe the Farmer at the Natural Product Expo West.

It also had all the work I did involving the new Hidden Valley
Health Retreat, the tour I did their for 100 Rakes, and the
celebration of what would have been Dr. Bernard Jensen's birthday.

It may have included the MEGA event with Mark Victor Hansen in
early January. I am not sure.

Toward the end, it had to do with the First Annual Don't Eat the
Matzah" Seder. I believe tonight is the last night of the eight
Days of Passover.

I will check if the EG Mobile is ready today. She has been
in the hands of EZ down at Sunset Auto Repair.

Oh, The period also included the massive growth with Whole Foods Market.

Joe and I went left for an early Local Food Summit at 5 AM one morning.
I had been up since 3 AM the night before.

I rested a total of maybe 1 hour on a slantboard and left for Joe's during
the night. I hadn't showered in three days. That is very rare for me.
I usually shower every day, but something is going on everytime I where
this New Orange T-shirt from the Organic Center. I feel like I am empowering
my relationship with the Organic Center when I wear it.

The Organic Center has Anthony Zolezzi on the Board of Directors.
Anthony has been one of my main sponsors this past year, next to the
Szekely Foundation. I had a lot of cleaning I wanted to do with the Organic
Center. I came home with a big box of their promo brochures to hand out
at the Earth Fair May 22.

That meeting with Whole Foods Market in at the Skirball Museum in
Los Angeles. It was one of the most important in my life.

I meet Marci Frumkin, head of marketing. She is a doll. She is beautiful,
talented, heart centered. Michael Besancon, the president of the region,
is deep down a spiritual man. He was one of the founders of Follow Your Heart
Restaurant that later made the Follow Your Heart "mayonaise." Guess what
Your Enchanted Gardener's favorite "Mayo" is? Kinda a no brainer. I like
the Grapeseed one.

The day I went up to the Whole Foods Local Summit, Michael turned me over
to Marci. She approved a full page ad in the San Diego Earth Times. There
are now 25,000 of that ad in print, 15,000 already in circulation.

That Ad, paid for by Whole Foods, is shows me through the edited eyes of
Whole Foods. It letigitizes and makes real in print two or three EG Projects.

Right now, I am inhaling on my desk the profuse aroma of a fragrant
Old Fashioned Rose. Sometimes, I tell people.

"This is a fragrance free rose. However, if you smell anything, it is a sign
of the Sweetness of Life that is coming your way this year!"

Then i ask the person to smell the rose.

It is basically the most fragrant rose many people have ever inhaled.

I am inhaling all that success right now that is wanting to break down
the door and come into my life.

I have never felt this strong internally.

I am feeling my life is a blessing that I can help others.

I still have my stuff.

It is a good thing to have some people who need help around me,
and that I need help because of the April fool's Crash.

Torrie Crocker is a dear, dear soul.

I invited her to the FM on Sunday.

I gave her bags of Joe the Farmer food.

I am going to let her continue to generate pages 46 and 49 for me,
and turn these messages into text files put to disk.

I started a couple new blogs in the last three or four days.

There are still some glitches in the blogs technology,
but I, as others, have until April 15, the Day of Accounting,
to either save my blogs from early January or have them vanish
from the Cache where they currently reside.

In other words, all the lost pages have been copied by Google and
Yahoo and still exist.

Ana Baxter and Torrie Crocker figured out different ways to generate
the titles of the lost blogs. Both have helped generate these titles.

Ana has made a tremendous contribution to me and others, and then
Torrie Crocker started to independently generate titles for many people.

Torried learned how to generate titles and messages a number of months ago,
when she lost some of her own work. She is highly competent and structured.
She has time to do this work.

I once was the editor of the San Fernando Sun newspaper during the two weeks
of the earthquake that hit that city in 1971.

I was on on the frontlines and beyond the lines writing and taking pictures.

It was one of the defining moments of my life.

The Crash of April's Foods Day is similar.

Different rules apply when people are without water.
In that crisis back then, everyone pitched in.

The Coor's Bear truck was bringing in water because the water lines were broken.

I have written about that earthquake here on the blog I am sure.

I lived in a box apartment, surrounded by neighbors.

I did not know hardly any of them at 6 AM in the morning.

At 6:01 AM the San Fernando Earthquake of 1971 hit
and all the clocks stopped.

We entered a different time zone.

At 6:08 AM I was standing in the street in my pajamas with
about 30 other women in nightgowns. We all had something in common to say
to each other.

There was a whole community of the San Fernando Valley that had
not spoken before that. Weeks later, there were thousands of people
speaking because they had common needs and problems.

They had no shelter for a week.

There was a damn that was seeping water, and there was a chance
of flood.

So people--the police, the ministers, the kids, the teachers--everybody
was thrown into a different kind set of rules.

The same goes from Curezone during this crash.

In an emergency, certain people step forward because they feel they
have to. They will cross police lines. They will do things,
they are sincerely wanting to help
because of some deep internal need.

I do not condone crossing police lines.
I do not condone breaking rules.

I have broke many of them in my life, in my immaturity,
and issues with poor boundaries. I have hurt a lot of people unknowingly.

I have bothered a lot of people doing things my way, even
though I thought my way was inspired.

It takes a lot of working together to be in a community.

Curezone is a community.

It is unique in some ways because it is a business owned
by a person, and that person is talented and highly dedicated
to good in the world. I am looking forward to keeping to know
Dusan better. The more I hear, the more I like. He is a peace loving
man who wants this world to be a peaceful world.

Disasters and Crashes bring up new understandings.
They bring up issues that need to be looked at,
and ask for evolving ways to approach human relationships.

I know this is my year of Job's Return.

Job was a prophet who in the bible looses everything.

He is tested by God and what we name the adversary of God.

Job gets angry. He gets sick. He looses everything practically,
but toward the end, he forgives and is forgiven.

All the good returns to him.

I believe in past lives. I do not ask anyone else to believe
what I believe.

I have been told I was a scribe on that Book of Job, and my life
and this world for me is the story of Job and this beautiful world
being redeemed.

The world is redeemed one soul at a time, starting with our self.
This is the Essene Way.

This is a time to forgive discretions, to reach out to one another
and take time to ask, "Why did you say that?"
Why were you rude, or cuss?"

Is there anything I can do to help you?

How are you feeling?

What is your pain?

What is your story? Please tell me.

No one here on Curezone is an outsider.
We are in this together.
Crashes bring us together,
so let us find a way to work things out.

Your Enchanted Gardener,
Leslie










 

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