Self Talk. Major Completion Day.

Date:   9/19/2006 8:51:38 PM ( 18 y ago)

September 19. 06
6:35 PM

Been off line since yesterday.
Internet on street went out.
The Cox man came today
and the Internet was working
before he even had to mess with anything.

Maybe the Cox guys came out
and fixed it on the street.
I don't know. He thought maybe.

Bought a new Modem...around $80.00
in three payments.

Have to figure out how to record that transaction.

Put in my Financial GMJ to think on that.

Put in the mail today the 05 tax info
to Lee, my friend accountant.

A Big Win, and yet I felt stress around
seeing that will my new consciousness
to do these money numbers, there is a new
level of awareness around how to record
more explicitly what is definied as a bus expense.

Something to look at in a number of catagories.

I will think on this too.

I do not want the stress.

I want to outgrow stress that come
from holding on to Old Ways of Doing Things.

Anything dying in your life this week?

We are between two Eclipses and there are a lot
of Lightworkers feeeling the pressure to grow.

I am one of them.

Getting some great lessons about
Connnection to Source.

I want to do that.

The pain is too great to not be.

I do not want to look to Best Friend
or others to babysit my inner child.

I do not want to look to others to
cover over and make me feel good
when underneath I have homework to do
on myself.

I know I am being loved right now,
by her, by the Universe, by all the forces
of growth that so deeply want each of us
to be all we can be in the world.

It is 6:43 PM.

I want to write about going to visit Michael
at Postal Express and then Hani at Near East Foods.

I went in to Michael's to xerox a few things.
Oh, forgot to pay for that part!!! it wasn't much.

We sat and talked.
He is not into God these days.
Sees the way we hold God as
an excuse to kill each other.

He has lots of friends in Lebanon...

Oh My.

I went in during the war--is the war really over--
to give some compassion. Mona, his wife was
really feeling low.

Today, I also visited Hani.
He was born in Bethlehem.

I wanted to find out more about Ramadan.
It is a month of fasting.
It is a time to remember what it feels like
to be poor, so you will be more compassionate
to the poor. It is a time to do numbers of other
things...my mind is tired now.

I will call him back and ask again.

Ramadan starts Saturday morning.

Rosh Hashanan starts Friday night.

It was happy to visit them on my first
freedom from the Summer Record Keeping.

Congratulations, dear sweet Leslie,
you did it! You finished your 05's
and turned them in to Lee.

You did major work on improving the financial
structure for the House using Quicken.

More to reflect on.

I have Wed and Thursday to prep my Rosh Hashanan service
for the WB Weekend.

And a list of other things to do:

1. CD disk for Paul Juba
2. blow ups of WBwk pictures for Kiosk.

More???

dream on it...wake up renewed
and appreciate life.

All is well.

Be Grateful to be on the verge of
starting a New Year...

All is well.

Let it be, sweet man.

__

Got a call from Laksmi Lambert.
Wow! There is a tremendous gathering
of Earth based religions on Sunday at the Ojai
Foundation.

IF I were not committed here, that is a great
place I would want to be.

Look it up on the INternet...

 

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