Healing morning... strength coming in,

Date:   9/14/2006 3:14:30 PM ( 18 y ago)

12:53 PM
September 14, 06


Asking myself how to regain strength--
I am depleted.

Many of us are depleted now.

Many of us are seeking renewal.

Many of us are having our eyes opened
to the places where we are being asked to
stand on firmer ground.

Doing finances for the month of September now.

Paying bills and doing deposits.

Taking things steps further--
generating reports that give me financial information.

I was not able to do this months ago!
This is the result of all the hard work
I did this summer.

I am seeing results.
I am bearing a harvest from my Summer Labors.

I am suffering from Post Traumatic Car Disorder.
I had my first SAFE and TRUSTWORTHY experience
in the EG Mobile last night. No red lights,
No yellow voltage lights. Engine systems tuned.

(Some concerns remain--a hole where dirt might
come in perhaps--some muffler noise--
but an expert diagnostian draw in who will
give me a readout later this month.

Having my eyes opened to where my Rock
needs to be, my foundation.

I-tunes is giving me a soothing melodic
healing as it goes through my Library List
one song after another.

Finding strength listening.
FInding strength listening to Andy Sells
Journeys and being remind of a book
"Prayers to Mend the Heart" that I wrote.
Remembering a strong piece I would read to
this music.

INSPIRATION! Read at the Whole Being Weekend
in the morning session for Celebrating the Birthday
of the Universe through healing our relationship
between men and women....writing a new life scrpt
for relationship...this poem fits....

Class is called Words Women want to know...
it will be about the words we all need to know
to regenerate...

Shock! Shock!
Had a hard time getting going today...
Wounds penetrated by Best Friend--
Good to see what is down in there.
Thank you, Best Friend Twin Soul.

Had a thought to go up and see her...
that got me out of bed and helped
me do bills.

Bills, yes Bills.
That is showing me a Harvest of learning.
That feels good!

Where is my Strengh?
It is in doing what I was born to do.

I love to read these Creative Juice poems
I have written, and read them to music.

Do I have the guts to go out and buy
a new computer that is going to allow me
to record and be at the next level with
DVD making, photo shows, quicken '06?

I will only be able to stay so long on this
quicken 04.

And the Internet....I am crippled by the old
Mac Internet Explorer....

Went to Crywolf last night...for a User Group...
walked out...over my head...but spent time with
new friend Bill, who works there.

Today--deposits....
Then Apple Store to explore...

Do I have to buy from them?
What Advantage? Got a Student I.D. card
from the Continuing Ed class I took the other
day at North Continuing Ed...that felt good...
there is support to learn what I do not know.

Do I trust to spend $$$$ I do not have in pocket?

Question: What is Mother Earth asking of me?
What is she asking of all of us?

Do I need to get more computer power,
or is there a really radical shift
being asked to go natural that I cannot
even conceive that is closer to my Soul purpose?

If my Dharama is still to produce MS--manuscripts--
is this an advance--or a distraction?

Rodika pleaded that I get my Voice out.
This new Mac will get me Taped, and get that ball
rolling.

Times change...I feel pleased with the new creations
that combine my photos with visuals...multi-media
is now in....DVD's YES! YES! will combine
my Voice with images and words....

Lots to think about.
At least I am beyond feelings of wanting to thrown
in the towel as I write this.

1. Finish Deposits
2. Eat! Eat! Eat! Leslie you are not eating
these last days....
3. rest

4. Go to Apple Store...

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