Catching up with myself. Where am I? How to make the most of this week? Breathe, Leslie, get the fingers moving and ground again.

Date:   9/4/2006 5:43:31 PM ( 18 y ago)

3:25 PM
September 4, 06

I am home but out of my skin.
Feelings of anxiety awakening from a nap.

Been out of town....
Through Grace and some Prayers
arrived home Safe and Sound in the
EG Mobile.

Out on a Mission of service and
Sensuality...Lovely time with Best Friend.

Came home craving a simplier Life with
some Limits, something manageable
as with Best Friend in spite of the Growth
Patterns there that we worked through.

The EG Mobile Voltage Regulator was one
the last 1/3 of the trip going up...I arrived
by sheer will. The Regulator and the Generator
work together. The Generator has been removed
three times this summer.

The Red Light, indlcating some problem,
was flickering, but no engine shut down--
until arrival in San Diego--

First shut down occurred pulling into the parking lnto.
at Whole Foods Market, Hillcrest. Then a couple times
more before leaving that Parking Lot.

One time this summer--The Yellow Light and Red Light
went on and I had to call a Tow Truck.

Red Light went on as I pulled up to the House
on my Street, and the EG Mobile turned off again.

Had thoughts of having it towed in tomorrow.
I have another Mission with Best Friend on Sunday
and need to take another trip up there.

When the Vehicle is not working--not dependable--
I feel my foundation is shaking.

Left home last Wednesday--
finishing a couple photos for the Slow Food Completion
the Sunday before....

Today is suppose to be a Holiday--
but I am feeling Foundation shakes
and disoriented.

Where am I?
What to do first?

It is now 3:37 PM.

The last two weeks have been very unsettling.
I was on a roll with finishing financies when the Harddrive
started to make a noise.

Then, came having to replace it and back up all my data--
and then figure out how to move some of the Vital Programs
back onto the New Harddrive.

I need to give myself Compassion...that was a Big Task.
and I am back feeling I can at least depend on the Computer--
and extension of my Being--to allow me to get back on track
with completing the House and Business Finances.

Haven't touched that project in since before...

back soon...August 24th...

Where Am I?

1. Breathe....
done!

2. Deadlines NOW:

PCOM--promised inside front cover for speakers
program....due September 1

Whole Being Weekend--
Presentations....

Go over Flyers I made up and turn in some words...

Slow Foods--Contact important New Friends...
Send Letters to Anthony...photos...
Can I upload on Snapfish using Mozilla????
or BLOG it...

YES BLOG it...
Upload photos here...about 20 minutes each...

Blog inside front cover...
and Whole Being Flyers...
for Security...

Where is Whole BEING ART???

[Best Friend: Feels in Good Place...No need
to put energy there...just receive the Good from
what we Created...]

Clear Desk...emergency papers...on the right
printed...

Hungry...haven't eaten all day...
except Joe's Melon...

(Stopped at Cedros FM on way home yesterday...
very, very sweet...Joe was very welcoming.
It was healing to hear he say my name to others...
"Leslie" and say, "He is part of the Family."
Haven't worked side by side with Joe for a long time.
Very Beautiful women all day...lots of eye contact...
and boosted sales... Very healing...A number of
people bought things because I was saying they were
good.--Joe's Melons are out of this world...all sold out...
I took the sample melon home...)

4:12 PM
feeling less anxious now...thank you.

What next?

Eat something, please, Leslie!

Two Reed Avoc from Joe. yesterday...
Traded for some raw cheese...
(no cheese today, Leslie!)

What First????

Go Eat...
Little Rest...
Lucid dream Whole Being
presentations...

Where is Mel? Where is Rob from Whole Being...
Recommit in my Head to the Weekend.

HEY! QuickDay is not Functional, and not flashing
all To Do's on Menu....I can NOW add some To Do's
to Menu if I want...that feels good.




Whole Being Presentation...




3:43 PM

 

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