Working the #'s, making healing progress. Shifting to Record Keeping as an exercise in grounding.

Date:   7/20/2006 12:52:04 PM ( 18 y ago)

10:30 AM
July 20, 2006

Working in Quicken.
Working with the list of Accounts
that shows.

Having an insight and shift in consciousness
to allow Record Keeping to help me ground,
to help me exercise my left brain.

I have not worked this list of all the Accounts
that shows up ever. I never paid attention to it.

I am going through and opening each of the
Registers I have created over the years.
I am Zeroing out various old Credit Cards
and misscellaneous experiments I started
on the fly over the years.

I want to be able to see and use this list to show
me the amounts acctually in each account.

My goal is to gain confidence, and use
this as a personal growth experience.

I am shifting my attitude regarding this investment
of great Life energy into setting my Financial Foundation.

I am looking at his person named
Leslie Goldman, not Your Enchanted Gardener.
I am looking at the part of me that is not an Alter
personality that completes.

I am listening to allies about how I have been
living ethereally, out of this world, and wanting
to ground.

This will mean doing less.
This will mean giving in less to my addiction
to creativity that often sends me into ecstatic states
that are not based on end results or intentions
that go from day to day in a continuous flow
heading somewhere.

I used my own Spiritual Practices as well today
to follow up with making a pretty new artistic statement
of what my Seed Dream is right now.

I removed the photo on my desktop that refers to
The Seven Love Cures. I want to empower and focus
on what I am doing now, not be looking at an image
of an energy that is not active in my life.

I went out and took a photo of the Mulberry Tree.
That Tree has Spiritual significance for me now.
IT represents something I said I would do this summer
and did do, something that I completed. We pulled
out an old dead tree, and put in the new Mulberryl

I Photoshoped the photo with words that spell
out my Seed Dream for now.

I let myself write out the Seed Dream Process...
I will blog that for any who want to use the
idea of creating your own Garden Management Journal
as a Spiritual Gardening Tool to manifest your dreams.

I went into shock yesterday realizing through a conversation
that I was more focused on being in the Crack and fighting
to recover from there than Seeing the Unbroken Wholeness,
the Expanded Vision of why I was doing all this hard labor
that takes me out of my normal flow of energy give and take.

Spending day after day alone brings up
so many issues. I have been spending time every day
attempting to get through these issues so that I could
continue this project.

I am having a turn around today.

I am listening over and over to Holy Harmony,
music that repeats four of the Hebrew Kabbalistic Letters
that represent the name of God. This is entraining me
to keep my focus.

I will put up the art work in a while.
Ready to take a nap after working since before 7 AM.
I have done a lot.

More to Do today:

1. Finish this Overview page of All accounts,
using Bal Adjustments where necessary to zero out all
accounts. Goal see an accurate balance on my main
accounts.

2. Work with Quicken Chart of Accounts Classes
that pertain to Sales Tax Report. Cut out unused classes.
Back up with copy of Quicken.

3. Set up Financial Garden Management Journal notebook
to with index to all Reports I am creating and will generate
each month to see what my actual balances.

I will continue writing out procedures so I can delegate this
to someone else.

In spite of all the Quicken work, I may switch to Quickbooks
in time. Lee, my friend who is an accountant says Quickbooks
is easier.

This is about gaining confidence
and slowing down to allow my left brain to function
as a help mate.

I want to do some new Adult activiities entailing
a lot of responsibility--house purchase/ not profit set up.

I am working on gaining confidence in my
'Foundation Foundation.

I am making progress.

I am surrendering to enjoying this more
and not letting feelings paralyze me.

Using Flower Essence. More to include.

Looking forward to decluttering in my space.
Bought 200 white trash bags that I can use to store
Notebooks as necessary in basement.

Step by step.

Also took time to make an artwork for Nuva
and Leslie. I want to go in and get more treatments
using the Ayuravedic herbs. I promised these to them.

Enjoyed spending time doing photo of the Mulberry
Tree. Hose dripping on the tree for a couple days.
Leaves are strong and vital. There is one berry
on the young tree that is now in the ground.

Naptime.

10:55 AM
in the History of Peace on Earth

your eg

 

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