Invisible bugs in the basement.

Date:   7/12/2006 5:12:22 PM ( 18 y ago)

2:50 PM
July 12, 06

Our house has a basement,
a basement with a South wall
that often gets soaked with winter rain.
We have an old house, at least 76 years old.

There are three stories.
It is a rare house for San Diego.

I have known about this problem for a long time.
It is something I would rather not face.

I am more comfortable at the computer
dealing in some way with a limited world.

I am in the beginning stages of wanting to improve
my financial systems. I am heading to a place of
less anxiety and confidences so I can take steps
to do a refinance or other kind of purchase from the
other co-owners. This is taking me into areas where
I have no confidence and little natural ability.

This morning, I saw in my mind's eye the need for
a three ring binder where I can better store receipts
month to month.

I was feeling positive and mentally up
after a lot of self cheerleader.
I started to look around my stuffed office for a
binder. I have tons of these binders, but
they are all filled with various projects in various
stages of completion.

I picked out one on the top shelf, but realized
I was not ready to get into the stuff inside it.

I decided to go into the basement and get a
binder from there.

I pulled one out...bank statements, etc from 2001.
I took it into the light.

I could feel invisible buglife crawling on my arms within
minutes.

I know we have a problem. it is not a new problem.

The basement is intensely cluttered.
It is something I have been putting off,
living with six others, some with more stuff
than I have, and I have a lot of stuff.

I am still not ready to take it on--this basement.

There is something on my notebooks
that lives there. It jumps on my skin.

I took all my clothes off and washed them.

Sometimes, I feel so incapacited by the physical
world. It is so much more than I know how
to deal with.

There are thousands of hours of it feels
of imcompletes here, and sometimes
I am very concerned if I will ever get back to Life
unless I include this part of the clean up
as part of LIfe itself.

I pull a placard out I made earlier in the year--
"The Great Earth Cleanup begins!

Will you Help?

Enchanted Garden
Campaign '06"


I was feeling very discouraged by all this
buglife that is living on the stagnant and
underneath aspects of how I have lived.

Definitely Anti-Feng Shui...

May need some kind of Radionic Device
or lots of Essential Oils..

Just woke up and felt the pain of all this.
Called Western Exterminator, our rat control exterminator
to see what they might say.

They will call back.
Then, called a company on the internet
that has protective coveralls.

I want to keep my wits about me,
and focus on the record keeping.

I find myself making a a few phone calls.

I haven't a clue with the bug life is,
have you?

__

Phone conversation with Cindy:
http://www.protectiveclothing.biz/Merchant2/merchant.mvc?Screen=CTGY&Store_Co...

Maxshield--
polycoated tpvek coverall

case--

Cindy says, they may be Shiggers:
shigger--grass weeds moist --damp places--

(800) 841-4230
Miller's Precision Enterprises...

overall--
w/ hood
maxdhiels--
25 to case--
$67.00
Tyvek--
$72.00
$4.45 hood--each--



 

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