The greatest thing I can do today for the Universe is Clean UP! Some Self Talk for myself. Thaks for keeping me company while I do this. I really appreciate it! Your EG, Leslie

Date:   5/18/2006 10:15:27 AM ( 18 y ago)

7:57 AM
May 16, 06

May 16- This is either Richard Lapidus's birthday
or Christina.

Richard was my Best Friend in Jr. Hi through
College. I can give him a call. He is aboujt
to retire from doing shoe stores, and is
an expert on Western History.

Christina was my sweetheart at UCLA
and went to Tustin High School, class of 69
I believe. Loved to smoke pot. Came to
the dorm a virgin and gave it up the first night.

She was crying in the kitchen area and I approached
her. It was a very sweet year, and we were engaged.
Broke up in part because in a mind fart
I did not know who Bob Dylan was.

In latter years, may have slept in a bed
in a house where he use to go to retreat
up in Pacific Palisades, CA. Got there
after doing a Closing Ceremony at one of the
original Whole Life Expos, and a man
out to save the little known Jews of Indian
took me to this incredible house for the night.

There was a rabbi there...in Black hat,
a Chassid. He said the purpose of a poet's
life is to have no more poems to write.

Go figure that one out.
He later ran into passport problems.
The man who ran the house had salmon
boats on the seas. I ate a can for lunch
and it was good.

Ever seen those old movies about the Bowery Boys
with Huntz Hall and Gorcie? They had a Soda Shop
where they hung out every day in New York with the gang.

The man who had the house in Pacific Palisades was
replicating that Soda Shop in his house. Guess he
had a lot of extra money and didn't know what to do with it
except go for making himself happy.

Went to find a new pair of shoes yesterday.
Shooting pains down my legs and strange nerve
voltage shooting sensations here and there
through my feet. The condition of the shoes
could be enough to have sparked this, but
I am not sure if it has anything to do with kidneys
being sensitive.

Tons of things I could do this morning,
but the biggest gift to the universe would be
shutting down the mind and cleaning up
my room.

What a mess?

Ever tried to live ten lives at once?

Do you do too much?

Let's see if I can go off line now,
and make some progress.

it is 8:08 AM.
I'll check back in.

Thanks for keeping me company.
I don't like being alone when I do stuff
like this, but then if I do not go it alone
through this, forget it.


Self Talk:

Focus!
Focus!
Focus!

Celebrate every little thing I clean up.

Leslie, please don't get caught up
in all the papers....

Just find places for them,
and dump some stuff.

The recyling goes out tonight.
SO be a good man,
be a good boy,
and clean up your room!

Don't be scared.
We will help you remember
all the things you have to do
tomorrow. We promise.

Take the day.
Don't go out.
Don't drive.
Don't Pass Go.
Clean and Release.

Put on some music O.K?

Related Blogs:
Put Feng Shui into the
Google.

Music to Play when
you want to entrain your mind
to clean:

By Marina Lighthouse,
my sweet, sweet, holy sister:
"Feng Shui Tune Up"
available on line
Google Marina Lighthouse, O.K?

Here is one place I see where
you can order her CD's:

http://www.fengshuidesigns.com/htm/video.htm


12:24PM
Got through one big bag of old mail and bills.
Still have to pay them. Makes me feel lonely,
and ...brings up what am I doing with my life.


1:58 PM
Well, got the bills in a folder, the orders
to follow up on, some contacts in another folder,
and some bank statements to file.

Got to take a nap...I have had it.

___

your eg
Leslie

 

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