Artist of the Beautiful..in the PCOM Library. Stopping to record some thoughts before getting on with the day.

Date:   5/9/2006 3:05:18 PM ( 18 y ago)

May 9, 06
1:02 PM

Up at 5 AM
Thought I would be up to a planned agenda.
Got into writing something for an email,
pure exquisiteness, but then lost it, maybe because
I was going too fast, or going after perfection.

I had an acupuncture appointment with Jessica
at PCOM.

She is one of the best interns I have had in many years.
She can get the points without the need to
really make a pin cushion out of me, but she is
good at moving the chi with them as well.

Before I left home, I started to work on too many projects
wanting to meet the agenda for the day.
Then before I left, the Tech started to balk at me,
I couldn't get the Machine to make a CD.
I refused to let go and was almost late for Jessica.

I am feeling better now.
I was out of my skin.
Maybe it has something to do with May
and Maypoles.

I came into the college and I was a couple minutes
early. I was wide open, Chi exploding, and
not contained.

I never had this experience before. There must have
been at least 15 women, all students, passing by
and I could feel every move, every ounce of beauty
pouring out of them. Never felt this so intensely
here.

It was not sex centered, but energy in a bigger sense,
but it was making me crazy. If I had my camera
I would have wanted to become the Artist of the Beautiful.

I could say a lot more about this.
I was in a liquid poetry state when I went into
the practitioner's room. I felt safe with Jessica,
and started to express myself. She said she
understood what I was saying. I was being intimate
with my feeling. I was admiring Jessica for
not wearing makeup. She was about business
and I appreciated that although she was very alive,
she was not amping female energies.

Then, another student came in.
I was still wide open.
It was too much.
I started to have the same experience
that I was having in the waiting room.

My chi was not contained and I felt
very uncomfortable.

I can easily understand how the aliveness
that I feel can be misinterpreted.

There is a flower bouquet to be made for the office.
Then I want to go home, and finish the work
and get the CD out for the Organic Center.

I wonder where I belong in this world?
I feel geared up to have tons of Life Forces flow
through me that are capable of touching and reaching
millions of people. The paradox is,
unless I contain and slow down,
none of it is going to condense into form
and then be released.

For now, I am going to make a bouquet
of flowers and leave some beauty behind.
Flowers are my trade for the treatments
I get here.

It must be May.
All the flowers are out.
I can feel every one of them
just like the bees,
and this energy,
I want to make something of it.

2:02 PM
update

Finished doing two bouquets,
one for the student lounge as well.

Checked out what I was feeling with
the Vital Energy with Bob Damone,
one of the supervisors.

How do you handle the Vital Energy around here,
I asked.

"I'm a priest," he said.

Robert Nations, a QiGong master
was in the library. He taught
at the International Feng Shui Conference
last August.

How do you handle it?

"I endulge!" he said.

Turns out it was not all in me.
This is the first week of the new Trimester.
It is May, and all the women are in less clothes
and their energy is out. Finals from last Trimeter
are over.
It is a beautiful day.
The question is making the most of this beautiful day
and leaving something behind,
something beautiful that can last into Eternity.

Your Enchanted Gardener,
Leslie

9:18 PM
May 9,06

 
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