Lots of questions. Very tired.

Date:   4/25/2006 9:35:34 AM ( 18 y ago)

4/25/06
7:24 AM


Backdrop of yearning through the night,
subtle sensations of missing her,
something absent, the comfort zone,
someone to talk to consistent.
All these feelings inspired by weariness
from long hours working with mundane
photos yesterday toward completing
a project.

Reality Check: So there are so many hours
in the day, and apparently so much energy.
A person needs to decide what they want
to do with their time.

Am I using my time wisely?
Question mark.

What do I get from the photography?

It brings me in contact
and mak,es me of service with people who
I would not normally meet.
It has brought me into relationship with
two of the most important organizations I would
like to meet. The idea is that there is something
for me to gain through these relationships.

The idea is that the story of the Enchanted Garden
can be told as these leaders come to visit.
There can be sidebars.

There can be a bridge to deepening understanding
about what the Enchanted Garden is.

How does a professional protographer charge for his services?
I need to study this more.

I imagine there are much easier ways
YES to do what I am spending time doing!!!
There are more efficient ways.
There are skill levels and less anxiety levels
when I learn how to do photographry better
in low light situations.

Mentor! I need a photo mentor!
Maybe Vivian Blackstone knows?
She worked for Professor Szekely.

Gosh, I am feeling weary.
Ate some ice cream yesterday imagining
I would feel better.

What of the other things I talk about on
my Biz Card?

What of time for relaxing...
is there such a word?

What of time to clean up,
and possibly keep up with all
I take on?

Where is the garden time?
Where is the friendship time?
Is this my highest service?

Thoreau made pencils
for a living.

Lots to think about.


I am between places.
YES. The completion of this assignment
will bring me a contribution toward
new equipment.
__

Went to A.R.T.'s recovery
last night. Four of us there.
I was very tired.

Follow Up (FU!!)
Dewayne Johnson,
my first photo teacher.
Maybe he can guide me.

Ask more questions
of those in the field.
How do they do this?

Who was the pro photographer
at the fundraiser where I took
these photos?
Take to him!


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