Thoughts while working and question the importance of what I am doing. Time for a nap.

Date:   4/24/2006 3:51:40 PM ( 18 y ago)

April 24
1:46 PM

What will God say?

Having one of those moment
where I am pressing through details
working with photos that will bring
some joy but likely end up in a drawer
once looked at. Maybe they will
create a little thank you and sense
of appreciating from the giver to the receiving.
I hope they add up to something
of value.

I am feeling the Cosmic Clock
tick by in my head and wonder
when I get to Heaven what will God say.

"So, I gave you the talent to
make a whole new world.
I gave you books to write
to have a lasting impact.
I gave you an abundance of resources
if you went in the direction of
your deepest Soul purpose!
How did you use your time?
You wonder why you were depressed?"


4:53 PM

Still working on the photos for an important client.
Turned one of the photos of he and his wife
into a lovely artpiece. IT was a soft image,
but the energy of love was very present.

So here I am Mr. Cerano Debergerac (SP?)
alias Your Enchanted Gardener having one
of those enchanted moments in the midst
of working out the mundane details,
that I am doing something I said I wanted to do--
help CEO's with their Love Life.
I did say The Seven Love Cures are used
as Alimony Insurance.
There is nothing so bad as the cost of
a relationship that is not working.

I am also thinking that if I had ten clients
who asked me to do mundane photo work,
I would earn some money and have the new
equipment that I feel I need, but at what price????

I would never get to the Soul Work
I feel that is deepest.

I sense that many artists spend months doing
one art piece, and then trust to have their prices
high enough to make expenses +.
I feel I am working way to hard.

And in the background is some pressing energy
I have to deal with before the prices start soaring
for house financing.

I feel like I am blind to the formula that
would work best for me.

Gratefully, these photos once complete may
likely bring funds that will pay for technology
to be more efficient. I have to find ways to
do this in less labor intensive and time consuming
ways.

your eg


 

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