Need a friend right now. Doing what I can to keep going on this Saturday afternoon, as the sun goes down. I know I will pick up energy, through putting some order to things on my bed, the remnants of The Mark Victor Hansen contacts. New camera batteries are recharging.

Date:   3/18/2006 8:04:07 PM ( 18 y ago)

Bought new batteries from Samy's Camera
1.800.321.4726
Howard was my salesperson...

ToCAD America
53 Green Pond Road
Rockaway, NJ, 07866 USA

http://www.tocad.com

The Sunpak is seems to be working,
but the instructions need some improvements.
When it is charging it shows a red blinking light...
it says it is suppose to glow, nothing about blinking.
It says it is suppose to blink orange if faulty,
so is this red blinking light the orange one?

kinda Mercury retrogradish.

The OTA will pick up the bill for this new camera
equipment....

$39.95-- C-7Au AC Adapter
2 -AA four pack 2500 matts 19.90
AA Sunpack Adapter with Batteries $39.95
1 Gig- Compact Flash Card 69.95

subtotal !69.75
freights- $8.00

$190.91 TOTAL

Samy's Camera
Howard Sales person...HGS
Customer # A350824

I am meticulously putting away invoices
to send later...and warrenty information
in my computer receipt notebook.

They will be picking up a couple nights at the motel
as well, the Super 8 at Disneyland Park.

It is 5:56 PM
March 18, 06

12 new batteries.
I hope this charging rubs off on me.

The sunlight is going down.
I am listening repeatedly to
a sweet lady performing Cassandra's Angel.

Still lots to cleanup on the bed...
very strongly wanted to make a phone call
and break my word fast...
Bo Lozoff is speaking on Suffering Gracefully tomorrow
in San Diego.

http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=1368

I am not good at this grieving process.

My physical reality feels lonely right now.
Need a friend. Missing very much she
who is closest. Will wants to keep distant.
Rest of me wants contact.

Feels good to be checking out the new equipment
now, rather than waiting till at the show.
Good to be charging up now.

I am feeling very discouraged about the physical
reality I have created now.

It is March Madness, in basketball.
I do not follow that sport, but notice
the NCAA tournament is happening down the street
at SDSU.

Thinking to turn on the TV and see if I can shift my
energy and keep going.

Feeling hungry.

Going to put the plastic peanuts and this box
in the EG Mobile and give to Michael at the corner
store where I do make my plaques.

So, how else can I distract myself from feelings
right now???????

6:01 PM

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8:36 PM

Got most of the things on my bed organized.
Thank God!

I can see what I need to do tomorrow night.
Thinking of going out to a birthday party for a bit.
Need a change of scene.
Feeling a shift of emotion from cleaning up.

Leslie



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