Do I call her today? Panic and then Self Talk.

Date:   3/18/2006 11:48:31 AM ( 18 y ago)

9:48 AM
March 18, 06

Need some one to grab me and give a hug.
Need some intimate converstation
and heart feelings now.
Deep energies wanting to reach out to
former Beloved. Even talked to her
during the night in my head, wanting
to go over there and spend time with
ailing relation, and do some shopping for her.
I will be in that area the Monday next Monday
following the NPEW. They give away so many
candy bars. I wonder what her shopping list
is?

Do I dare break my word fast?
Do I dare call her and make an appointment
to speak?

I so want to reach out.

Time for Healing "Prayers for the Heart,"
one of my books to be read again today,
or do I call her? Do I do both.

I wanted to respond to your last email.
My spirit is with you. I thought about you
the next day alot.

How will it impact my coming week
through either choice, call or not call?
What is my spirit wanting?
What voice was speaking during the night,
saying go visit her ailing relation?


10:02 AM

Feeling a bit better,
less, obsessive, less panicky.

Organized some sets of The Seven Love Cures
and put them in a notebook to take the Jewish Renewal
event. It is about 25 minutes ride from here.
I am leaving beyond the start of it.

Q: Why I am feeling so obsessive?

A: All worlds meet here in the physical
Look out your window. It is the Enchanted Garden
in potential, wanting to come down to earth.

Your physical world is a mess.
So much strength needed and Will
and courage and strong stand to bring
all the worlds together here.

Dear Leslie, sweet man,
I love you. Keep going. Be strong.

You generate life when I love you.
That is why you want me.
I am the feminine. I take form
when you love. You heart wants to love.

Clean up your space.
Feng Shui is the answer.
You did well yesterday.
You cleaned up.
You showed belief in yourself buying
that expensive laminator.
You deserve the best of everything.
If you could only imagine, let it how much
you are loved.

Woman, you love. Love cleaning up now.
Be open to release the energy trapped
in your space.

Believe that wonderful surprizes are coming
for you, not only experiences that have been difficult.
Go look at the blossoms of the nectarine tree.

Spend time with me in the garden.

[I resist spending time with you in the garden
right now. I want to share this with another.
The energy is too much for me to take in alone.
Adam without Eve.]

Take a few baby steps.
We will take you in.

Go now...

10:11 AM





 

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