Inspirations inspired by Derudune...

Date:   3/10/2006 2:00:12 PM ( 18 y ago)

I was reading your Blog Deradune
last night and you were in my thoughts.

In this comment of yours, you were
writting about the days when you did work
with Gurudas on the flower Elixirs.

http://curezone.com/blogs/c/c.asp?d=6041

It reminded me of how many talents you have
and some of our connections.

Some time in 1979 or so, while I was in San Diego
working with Kevin Ryerson on the Essene School of Thought
channelings from John, son of Zebedee,
up in San Francisco and the Bay area there were
other study groups.

That was how I first connected with Gabriel Cousens
who was in those study groups up there. Gurudas
was also part of that. They would get a lot of the information
from the same source, John, Son of Zebedee,
who spoke from an Essene perspective as a master healer.

Later in that incarnation, John, wrote on the Book of Revelation.

The Enchanted Garden is a name for our new earth
that can grow one person and one plant at a time--
and grows each time we increase understanding
between one man and one woman.

The Enchanted Garden was one of 1000's of seeds
that came from those early channelings. That was before
anyone had heard of Ramtha, and years before some
of the popular channels that are out now.

In my vision last night, I was thinking about the Curezone
and the personal healing that is being asked of me and
so many others right now.

How do we stand on our own two feet?
How do we Trust and find our foundation in this world
when our personal worlds seem to be shaking
so much.

The other day, I went to this Aruvedic master healer
in Encinitas, CA. I was still reeling from some very difficult
and challenging experiences at the Mark Victor Hansen event.
I did not get the kind of reception that makes a person feel
they are in the right place doing the right work.

I am just starting to clean that up.

When I went to this master Ayurvedic healer,
I was standing at the side of the EG Mobile and the stonework
under my feet was rocking back and forth
as I stepped on them. It all seemed a metaphor
for my whole life now. I am not sure I am standing on firm
ground. What can I trust? What is firm?

When I went into the reception area of that healer, at first I could not connect.
I was too scared to step out again. I felt my hands had been slapped
severely at Mark's for doing what in many places has been
appropriate and appreciated.

[I will write more on this! It actually worked out at the Healer's
office and turned into a powerful healing experience!!!!}

It is my "normal" abnormality to travel with organic foods--
such as the organic strawberries I brought--or flowers in my
cart that I will give away. I feel naked if I do not have handfuls
of aromatic herbs with me wherever I go. I generally give this
away, or offer them to conference attendees as something
to help keep them grounded. It is common for me to single
out couples and demonstrate The Seven Love Cures.

So here I was handling out a strawberry to a vendor and
showing my Love Cures to get some coaching, and the security
man on staff got extremely allerted. I do not want to say more for now.
It was so odd for him to see someone giving away a strawberry.
He must have thought I was akin to that witch in Snow White
who gave the apple, or maybe a terrorist who had somehow
escaped through the lines of the LAX and was handing out
something tainted.

In any case, Deradune, I was thinking last night in my visions
about Curezone, and how some of us--who have all these talents--
ought to be working together to further various projects.

We each have talents. The name of the game now is partnerships.

I am near complete on The Seven Love Cures in Post Card format.
I am going on to that next today.

So where are the marketing partners?
Where are the editing partners?
Where are the distribution sites?

Some times I am stunned and saddened to
imagine or feel that I am failing my purpose.
I am a creative genius in specific areas of life,
but how much time I waste attempting to do things
that others could do so much better.

That was one of the things I learned at Mark's
hearing from those who succeed.

I am sure as the weeks go by, I will share more of the
Marketing Magic that I learned, but bottomline,
what is the point of marketing unless what we each
want to put out is going to uplift humanity at its core?

I know many of the people at that Marketing seminar
wanted to do just that kind of upliftment.
I know that wealth belongs in the hands
of the "humble" and in the hands of those
with great purpose and intent. I am far from humble.
I am ego driven without a doubt. I am constantly stumbling
and showing the weak areas in public where I know I have to grow.

I feel pain through the false steps I take, and the discomfort
I cause to others.
I feel so challenged right now. So in need of friends.
So in need to learn boundaries and be my best friend.

I feel I am being asked to do things that seem
so hard to do, to go through these growth patterns, and Trust.

We are all in this life together.
I imagine I am not the only one stepping on stones
that feel they are shaking right now.

May we all rise up.

My bottomline is that I know it will all work out for the good.

Your Enchanted Gardener,
Leslie








 

Popularity:   message viewed 1067 times
URL:   http://www.curezone.org/blogs/fm.asp?i=970912

<< Return to the standard message view