morning thoughts

Date:   1/21/2006 10:28:54 AM ( 18 y ago)

January 21, 06

Today is trash day
and I hauled a number of our black cans out
to the street.

Two nightmares last night,
the second problematic.

I was feeling the energetics of my space.
the lines, the corners, the 90 degree corners
of this computer that I sit at hour by hour
but for respite.

I have been working in this room it feels since
early December either decluttering,
working with records, or pressing myself
to work on different projects that feel like they
all have seeming deadlines made up in my own head.

What ever I do it seems to keep me stuck in this small
space.

I am feeling like a prisoner, perhaps of my own thoughts.

I feel a desire to move more...I actually feel I am feeling
better since I moved the Rebounder out from under the bed
a couple of days ago.

I feel into shock yesterday at the FM--and went on a survey
asking the farmers and vendors, "What do you do for fun?"

I am feeling some surprising movement in my thoughts
this morning....

I let out a yell on the way home from FM realizing
I jumped over the complete on the 2004 record keeping
that I want to get out BEFORE the energy of Winter starts
shifting to SPRING momentum.

I looked at the report on Quicken 2004 and realize it is not
that close to completion, so I am going to jump on that
after vacuuming.

There is a Jewish Renewal happening this morning,
but the EG MOBILE Clutch seems to be having trouble
switching gears....

Maybe the same energy...not time to switch gears too much
right now....find a way to deal with what is happening
right here in front of my face.

A shower and vacuuming--taking out the trash from
my room--feels like a breathe of fresh air...
Also do some laundry...not letting it pile up...

move, move, Goldman, move the energy!!!!!!!!!






 

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