It is Archangel Raguel. "Everything is how it needs to be right now.
Look past the illusion, and see underflying order."
Boy, do I need that card right now.
I feel possessed by God at times.
I become an instrument of that underlying order.
I do things that are seemingly imposssible
to imagine how I ever did that.
Today, I set out thinking I would using some left brain skills
to put all the photos from the Seven Love Cures together, so
that I can release a creative splurt once this left brain task
is complete. I have not been able to get to that work.
This morning, my inspiration, was get the email written to the
OTA about the end of March Natural Product Expo West. I have
a chance to interact there with the leaders of the natural food movement.
Last year I was the photographer for the banquet. They were pleased
with my work. I spend about a month after that event, putting their photos
up on my website. They ordered a photo and send it as a gift to many
of their donors. They were celebrating raising about $500,000 for their annual
projects. I was taking photos of the donors and the frolic of the banquet.
I wanted to get things in the works today...to secure the role I will play this
year.
In order to that that, I did not work on the Love Cures organization today.
Instead, I cleaned up the Images Web site, simplifying it.
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I was beaten myself up a lot while doing this. I thought I was suppose
to be doing something else. I wrote more about my feelings in this
other Blog here:
I am in shock looking at some of the testimonials that I added
to the Images Site.
These were from the Feng Shui Conference last summer.
It has taken me all this time to even start to catch up with myself
after that event.
I was possessed.
I mean it is not possible for a human being--or at least this human being--
to do such a thing as I did last summer.
IT is scary. I can't believe I did all that and got that kind of results.
In certain moments, I get into the heart and soul of a group. I go very,
very deep into the Archetype of the moment in Time. I am inspired.
An inspired person can Walk on Water, or in an altered state walk on Fire
and not get burned; but then, you have to return to normalcy.
Hopefully, you have a loving person in your life, who maybe will absorb
some of the good ness when you go so high, and maybe share a little
of that energy back in Winter. Sounds kind of co-dependent, or like
a Squirrel storing up Nuts.
In any case, I cannot believe what I just read and wrote.
Right now, it does not give me hope. It gives me a sense of
disbelief, and yet I can see the photos, and read the comments.
You can see what I am talking about here:
http://www.lesliegoldman.com/Images/id98.htm
"Dear Leslie, Our Enchanted Gardener, it's good to see your face again. It's good to feel your breath again. Your garden has become a beautiful expression of who you are and it feels so good to be here
in this nurturing place. Thank you for nurturing us all.
Ooh--I don't want to leave this place.
It feels so good. Thank you, Leslie."
--Manu Butterworth, Golden Gate School of Feng Shui
"The best visually appealing display EVER!!! "
Chris Arton, Hilton Landscaping Supervisor