It is 11:25 AM
Friday January 20, 2005
I got up this morning with an outside
thought I might attempt to go up to
the California Gift Show in Los Angeles.
I would like to see some of the creative things
people are doing, and show some of my work.
The EG Mobile is having some difficulty
shifting gears, so I called Asgede, my trusted mechanic.
He can't fix it until Tuesday.
I thought I would be working on identifying
photos for the different Seven Love Cures
so they can be better organized when I need them.
I wanted to make some progress with the Seven
Love Cures for their coming out party 2006
at the Erotic Museum, February 2.
The evening is called "A Celebration of Love
and Healthy Sexuality." My friend Judy Levy
is putting it on. I will read one of the Seven Love Cures
to create some community for the event, and show
the plaques and artwork.
Since I was working with photos,
I ended up following the inspiration to see if I could
nail down my participation at the Organic Trade Association
banquet this year at the Natural Products Expo West in late March.
This lead to writing an email to the OTA, and then looking at my images site.
I have been improving that site for a couple hours.
It is very cold in this bedroom-office of mine, even though
it is sunny outside. My feet are hurting cold.
I have made some progress on this Images site,
in keeping with what the card above says,
but I am wondering what Lurrae, my coach with the Seven
Love Cures book, would say.
What is foundation for the year? I would like to make progress
on the book, and I realize that working with the Images and
creating the Seven Love Cures as Art are in motion.
I feel possessed to do the OTA-NPEW event in March.
I would like to show the framed prints of vegetables,
as well as the Love Cures.
I have the Erotic Show February 2 in LA. and wanted to
make bring out at least one brand new product or two--
I have two of the Love Cures combined so far with Artwork.
Yesterday the house took a lot of my energy--the impending
switch of ownership to be 100% in my hands.
That in itself will take a bunch of energy.
So how much can I do this year, or in the next week
before February 2?
I am using the Rebounder more.
I do not want to forget the grace I am feeling with my left
shoulder, that felt like I was going to need surgery, it was so stiff
for a couple weeks. That is feeling better now.
My body so wants me to do less sitting work, so it can
have time to move and be in the sunshine.
It would be heavenly to be able to get away
to the California GIft Show, and maybe connect with
Beloved some early next week at her house.
I don't know...a trip now may not be practical.
So, I can see I going in the direction of more work
fulfilling #1 & #3 on the card above; then I will go to #2 hopefully
in a couple hours.
Is it possible--No it does not feel possible to drop
#1 and #3 below, but is it possible to get to the Seven Love
Cures book this year if I do what it takes to bring the photo work
and artwork on the Seven Love Cures?
I am reminded of a Journal entry I did at Jensen'
years ago.
My mind and body are not on the same page.
I am, as usual, at a loss of what I can humanly do,
in a way that brings balance.
I better call Lurrae.
Can I reel it it? What am I not seeing?
1:24 PM
just spent time with new housemate Norah.
She advised me to get a complete with the Seven Love Cures
for Feb 2.
I will do a few more things so I am o.k. sending out the email
to OTA...then focus.
eg