Amazing Dream as the Winter Solstice is upon us...My Vision is renewed....

Date:   12/21/2005 4:59:36 AM ( 19 y ago)

2:17 AM
less than two hours into the Winter Solstice '05

The History of Peace on Earth

I have been feeling very discouraged.
I have been feeling a loss of vision.
I have been questioning and walking around my room
the last day feeling the depth of my core issues
ol feeling abandoned by life.

"How did I ever get myself in this place?"
I was saying. I do not believe in the government
\the way it is. I do not believe in politics the way it is.
I do not like the addictions I am showing, the ways I am
covering over my needs when they prop up with
the worse non-foods that support the very institutions
I am out to bring down.

I confess: I have been eating those gushy, soft,
warm, melt in your mouth, little nothings/solmethings
glazed over with sugar and rolled in a bun
that my spiritual father Bernard Jensen used to go for on the "Goup" days
he would take more often than he liked to admit.



So here I was mopping,
I mean, what's the use?
I will never Plant my Dreams....
I will never get this room cleaned up...
ever though I am making progress.


I knew today what I really needed was a bit of sungazing.
I actually made it outside around sunset after I hung the
laundry on the line, and recycled my last box of throw aways.

In the twilight hour, I found the Breather that I will need
to go down into the basement to do some deep cleaning.
I even found the apparatus
that knocks out the EM Waves and will go with the Leslie A Goldman
Cell Phone that will one day be in the Smithsonian Museum
as part of the History of Peace on Earth Exhibit, that exhibit next to the
Bush Family Anti-Democracy History Exhibit; that will likely
be Sandwiched between the Woman Rising Exhibit, and the
Freedom of Religion Exhibit.

And so...here it is 2;35 AM...and I am sitting at my computer
on the first near day of Winter in only a T-shirt because it is
unusually warm weather in the Enchanted Garden.

I mean it is the Darkest Day of the Year for the Soul.

So here I am writing...Ah writing...I was made for this.

I just had some crazy, whacko dream.
I don't remember a scene of it, only that it had something
to do with Vulva leaves of Lettuces from the Farmers' Market
stirring up Organic Trade at the Natural Product Expo West
in Three Months. And in my Mind's eye, I saw all the work
I did last Growing Season...having meaning and going on
to new heights.

In 2005....some things done:

1. bringing organic food into the HIlton San Diego Resort.
2. linking local organic farmers' Up with the Organically inclined
Exec Chef of the HIlton.
3. Pioneering my "ORganic Celebration" photo exhibit
of sexy FM foods/
4. Getting an invite for the HIlton to visit Rancho La PUerta destination
Spa.
5. Finding an opening at the Hilton to plant two Exotic fruit trees
from Exotic Rare Fruit Nursery at the Wedding area of the HIlton
6. Creating a near link up between the Feng shui energies
with the 50 million Green Lodging Program
running by Cal State;
7. Starting a photo website that looks possible...
8. Having the OTA photos on one of my sites...from last year's
banquet with the leaders of the Natural Food Industry in the photos.
9. Doing work to procure Dr. Jensen's Health Ranch...YES...
it came into the right hands of a friend!!!!!!!
10. Getting donations from various natural food heads...a trickle
started.
11. Getting the Rodriguez Wreath's into the Local Whole Foods
Market.
12. Getting a big YES from Michael Besansan, the regional
Whole Foods Pres...(my original avo sandwich maker 30 years ago...)
of interest in the Rodriquez weaths in numbers of the regional stores.
13. participation in a vendor local day at our Whole Foods Market...
14. taking photos of the Slow Foods main fundraiser in San Diego...
15. having the best love of my entire life....with the most
incredible woman who completely stirs me up and down...
and shakes up all my STUFF from time to time.

(Yes virginia...that is a good relationship!!!!
and we are Not a Couple....)

So here I am...SEEING again...

ME at the Natural Product Expo West come March of 2006
with my Slow Food photos...from their main event...
and maybe Hendricks the opera slow foods star...
invite to Sunday party..here at Enchanted Garden
me reading my No Calorie Poem at the OTA banquet
this year...me having an exhibit of my photos at the OTA Banquet.
me telling and showing the story of what I did at the HIlton...
helping along to strike down the Preemtive law that would
prevent local communities from outlawiing GMO's;

and still...I imagine I am not doing anything with my LIFE??????

I mean how much does a person need to do in one year
to feel good about themselves?????

and so what is your LIST of WHAT you did the last year?

and what are your CORE issues you are feeling that you
want to bright to Light?????

and today is the Winter Solstice and
thank GOD
I am Your Enchanted Gardener

2:55 AM
unedited, and back to bed

TO DO:
1. Keep clearing and cleaning
2. contact Slow foods Pres. alert OTA with
Holiday cards...
This is an important day...
print up Holiday card..today????

clean floor...

Reach out and Touch someone...
work on list of EG FRIENDS Emails...
Contacts...put out some Alerts of the Light REborn.





 

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