two days after Thanksgiving.
I am inspired reading Jack Canfield's book about
The Success Principles while she is sleeping.
I have known this man since the late 70's.
We use to both participate in the Mandala Conferences
in San Diego. I am throughoutly enjoying the Acknowledgements
and the Introduction.
He talks about taking 100% responsiblility for our life.
I will talk more about that later.
The acknowledgements are very real, and very down to earth.
I like that he takes so much time here to speak to his sons
and family and apologize for all the lost weekends that they
may have suffered while he was so focused on getting this book
finished.
Jack talks about his early life in the intro and how in graduate school
he would end the month spending 21 cents for dinner because that was
what his budget allowed. He ate a lot of spagetti in those days, with
tomato sauce. Now he has a net of multi-millions each year and he has
achieved more than 50+ of his 101 life goals.
I like his first wife very much, who was a sweet friendly acquaintance.
I got to see Jack when I saw Mark Victor Hansen early in March of this year
at Mark's Mega Marketing Seminar.
I have been thinking a lot about new goals for myself.
Jack says that we need to write out our 101 goals.
He says we need to take action steps every day and reread the goal
we are working on every day.
I want to make the most of the next six months and really come out
in a different place by the Spring.
This Lover in the bed has been a major goal of mine for five years....
this particular Lover in the bed. It has been the most difficult and challenging
relationship of my life, as far as I remember. I have to admit I have a short
memory. I have made a mess of a lot of relationships, which is par for the course of becoming one of the World's Greatest Lovers.
I would say, that Lover has taught me some of the most difficult lessons
of my life. I have cut her out at times, and completely got her out of my mind,
but then, my life was doing really good, and what do you know, there I was
making contact again.
Making love with her is just about the most extraordinary
event in my life, and having a good relating has been one of the most
impactful. She brings up all my deepest, darkest, cracks to be seen.
I call a relationship good if a person does this for you. The question is,
are you strong enough to deal with what comes up?
There is no question that she is my Twin Soul, or Soul Mate, what ever
words you want to use. We are not necessarily a Couple. This puts me
in a curious relationship with other women, because I would never enter
a relationship with another woman unless she knew that I have this very
strong bond and I have decided that I will continue to know Lover.
Her health and well being is a major concern of mine. I am committed
to love her as she wants to be loved, and we are in a really great place
now.
I admit that when my relationship life hurts, it takes a lot of my time
because I have very deep wounds and my energy can leak right out
at times--or draw my attention. I can feel very lonely and abandoned.
I am working on that with Flower Essences now. You can read that
Blog.
So what do I want by next Spring?
I want to do some cleanup in my room and office.
I want to come out in Spring at a new level of receiving all life
has to offer because I have done my homework.
My 58th birthday was November 19.
Some people might think this is a lot of years to have lived.
I am grateful that my spiritual father is Bernard Jensen.
I did not even meet him until he was in his early 60's.
His life was hell in many ways when I met him. He had been
in jail and was feeling very broken. They arrested him for treating
cancer with juices. He healed going on a travel to India. Being with
Sai Baba helped a lot.
Jensen really did not get his life together financially until he was 70.
or so it seemed. He spent 1 million just on one book, his Iridology book.
He had to make some severe changes during the time I knew him,
including giving up the Hidden Valley Health Ranch---the original ranch
below the land that was recently picked up by some friends of mine.
The point is...he lived to be past 90. He had a marvelous life and had
many dreams come true. He was a suc*** for love. He thrived on
attention, and adulation. He had his cracks. It never stopped him from
being one of the greatest gifts to humanity. So what that we have cracks.
We can't let them stop us.
58 is incredibly young. I am younger now than I was at 24. I am healthier
now than I was at 55. I almost died last year. That is behind me.
I can be healthier at 60 than I am today. I know women of 60 you are
still falling in love and very juicy and exciting. They are elders as well
and serve.
I want to be a Success in this life. This is not a selfish thing.
I am very sad for this very hurting world. It would be a shame for a person
to have been given so very much and not make the most of a very Blessed Life and Talents and Abilities.
I do not want to Succeed as much for myself as for the World and the Earth.
If my goals come true, Your Life will be a lot more Beautiful. You will have
a Enchanted Garden to live in at your house.
A man came to look at a room yesterday. He wanted to succeed in his life.
He was wanting nature contact. This is a good thing.
Many of us want success, but we are not on the right Playing Field.
The Playing field is Natural. Natural. Please understand. Your Life
and Health so depends on you getting this as soon as possible.
Jensen always valued Whole, Pure, and Natural.
The Earth is waiting for your Love. She wants you to be one of her
World's Greatest Lovers. You deserve all your Seed Dreams to come True.
You deserve the Health that is already inside you. All you have to do
is work the Success Principles that my dear friend Jack Canfield is talking
about in this wonderful book.
I hope you buy this book and read it and then give it to a close friend.
You can even go to the Library and ask them to make sure the book
in on the shelf because you may be on the 21 cent diet. That is no
excuse.
Jack was there. I have been down and out for the count because of my
emotions. It does not matter. I have more love than most human beings.
The Love last night was beyond anything that most humans ever get
in a lifetime.
I am so Blessed to be Loved NOW. Now is all there is.
So Let's you and I have more good NOWS
and string together some Goals that we deeply want.
Start writing out your Goals. I want to know, and get my friend
Jack's very good book.
Links:
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0060594888/bookstorenow57-20/002-91597...
http://www.shareguide.com/Canfield2.html
Your enchanted gardener
Leslie
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