This is the rest of the story of how I got from Reb Zalman's and finally home to Sarina... There was this Camel on the beach... it was so mystical...

Date:   10/7/2005 5:45:51 AM ( 19 y ago)

So, the service at Makom was over
and they had this special nature thing
planned called Tashlich where you go to a running
stream of water and caste out your sins.
You throw bread into the water...
in Jewish Renewal circles, you write it on a paper...
but since we are all getting so ecological...
now they write the sin on a leaf...

Liora Leah...would support that one I am sure....

So, here we got in the car and went to this park nearby
where there was suppose to be this running stream...
Zalman came to lead the ceremony, but saw in an instant
it was all dried up, and went home to rest.

By this time, I had put on my long Essene Robe
and was heading up.

All my stuff was in the truck and back seat of Locksmi's car
including my ID and Credit Cards, etc, and money.

So I started to walk toward the source of the dried stream
where they were going to have a brown bag lunch and toss out
the sins...

Linda Rubin, a member of B'nai Horin--Reb Stan's Community
and my normal community where I read my poems and do the EG thing
for more than 12 years, was coming down from the source
and said that Reb Zalman left.

So I said, hey I wanted to go to Stan anyway...
and she said she was headed there.
I left a note on the car of Locksmi
and got into Linda's car...she is also called Rachel Leah.

So we went to the beach.

Amazing!!!

I never had a clue how I would get to the beach...
but I also gave my WORD...

when I was there on Sunday...
I told the Ocean I would be back on Tuesday to give more
of the Holy Water of Zamzam.

So what is it?
Is it the WORD itself that has Power???

How did this happen, the ride and all?

IT was so very magical and empowering!!!

When we got to the beach...I was in my Essene robe.
I was traveling lite.

I just took the Holy Water and one stick of myrtle.
I was putting the myrtle into the bottle and bringing out
some water and doing blessings.

Ariella Shira was there, and Stan was introducing her.
Ariella was reading a poem by Hyfits...
I like the way he refers to himself in the third person...
sort of like I do....

Your EG says...

[its a good way to deal with having a split personality...
by the way..just create an alter ego, a role that helps you
be more than the little wounded part you may have...eventually
they will all get married, but just because you feel less than
in some part of you, you still can get out and be the higher part...]

So...at the beach there were lots of smiles for me
and so beautiful female juices...and there was one of my favorite
women Nomi who is a dancer and an editor and she was with
this incredible sweet lovely woman named Correna who was about
to toss away her mother's influence on her life...she was so very
beautiful and it was so sweet...

Then, Ariella and I went to the ocean and I gave back the
water as I said I would.

I asked Ariella, how much do I need to give back?

and she said, the Ocean did not care if I kept some of it
to keep blessing others.


Then Ariella left..
By then,
I was not sure how I was going to get from place to place...
I felt like this wandering Sadu in a white robe,
web at the bottom by the way.

Charlotte was there and so that was a ride home to Sarina
but Charlotte needed to leave at ten to 4.
So I headed up with the keys from Rachel Leah to get my stuff
from the her car to make the transfer....

half way up I saw the Camel in front of me...
and also felt like I better get to the bathroom quick...

IT was way down the road...

by the time I came back everyone was gone
and Rachel Leah was in a panic because she had no idea
where I went with her keys...

IT was a good thing and brought us closer...

I was sad that I had not been able to see the Camel
again...but in the horizon...there she/he was
on the beach...

Camel #1
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