Positive Self Talk here mainly for me. Thanks for listening as I review this powerful day. Tommorrow will be even more powerful and fun as well.

Date:   7/31/2005 12:00:53 AM ( 19 y ago)

We are now in the evening that begins
Day 45 of the Journey toward Collaboration.
A Conference is a Collaboration.

Souls intended to collaborate come together
face to face.

So this begins the Day of Tiferet, Beauty
into the week of Malchut--The Kingdom.
Tiferet is my Suite with certain limits.
I can see profound beauty in the Creations,
but Malchut--the Kingdom--I do receive my
strength in this world from a much deeper inner
World.

I find myself at 9:25 PM wanting to draw out more
new creation. It is been a long day and I have
created a a beautiful new Artwork of the Enchanted Garden Club.
Membership.

I refined and twiked the Declaration of Interdependence
and left my ecstatic space of inner World to go out
and turn in some Digital Images that will be turned into
protographic prints. I got into the store a few minutes before 6,
their closing time and the prints will be ready on Monday.
These are products i will sell in the Enchanted Garden Installation.

When I came home from doing that I watered the plants in
pots and cleaned some things from the EG Mobile, garbage
and smelly containers, and things that had accumulated.

i could see a lot of dry plants and fetl my achilles heel,
the weak spots where, becasue I am so consumed
with what I am doing, I have not taken time to enlist
the support, or defined the support of those who I live
with that would have the work more possible.

It is sad that the plants go dry when I do not water them.
I have to take responsibility for this through whatever
fears or limits i have that stops me. I can think of a few people
who could be watering these plants and I have different feelings
about this. They are off playing...the trade does not feel fair,
but I rather take responsibilty for what I am creating
and make some adjustments within myself.

There were some incredible miracles today.
I had a very rich time with one of my closest Allies
who lives for the most part in England.

There will be herbs coming to support the Enchanted Garden
Installation that will be set up on Wednesday.

This morning I wrote a very beautiful refinement of
"What is Organic Celebration!" This will be the centerpiece
and organization structure behind my Plant Your Dream class
as well as give definition to the Photo Exhibit that will be
in the Enchanted Garden.

I printed a lot of prints today and found myself wanting to gather
the photos that will bring power to the Installation.

This was time well spent. I was feeling a loss that i did not
have the energies of Hidden Valley Health Ranch in the Photo
Exhibition, and now i have a beautiful phoot of Dr. Jensen looking
at me as I write them. Next to that is a lovely photo
of Edmond Bordeaux Szekely, who was a friend of Dr. Jensen,
and the man who recognized that i was an Essene minister.

Esoterically, Your Enchanted Gardener, this persona is that--
a modern Essene spiritually, although i am not attaches to the trappings
that others might imagine go with that moniker.

Next to this is an incredible picture of a solid rock from Hidden Valley.
It has moss on it.

Right in front of me is a photo that brings me great, great job.
I am lying in bed on the phone and my camera case in
on my stomach, and next to me with her head turned in my direction
is my closest Soul Ally. This brings me great comfort everytime
I look at this picture. It touches me very deeply.

To the left of that is a picture of my mother holding me when I was
a little baby, and then next to that Is a picture of great strength.
I am doing an herbal treatment on Professor Thomas Lyn Yun,
spiritual head of the Black Sect Feng Shui Tradition. This picture
was taken at the Third international Feng Shui Conference in Monteray.

At the far left is a photo of an orange tree that announces
that OTA photos will be on my web site soon! That was from
the Organic Trade Assocation banquet in March at the NPEW.

When I sat down here I was feeling very tired and weary.
I was starting to think what i was attempting to do was not humanly
possible. There are four major projects each wanting attention
for this event, each with detail levels to bring any success.

So what I have taken on here is not humanly possible
and there are only so many hours between me and the set up.

The good thing is that my mastership of time and space
occurs when I do conferences and i alway rise up.
I apply deep organization skills and set up my notebooks
like a portable office so whatever I need is within fingertips.

I even bought a new zip lock carry all that fits into a notebook,
and has a hole punch attached, and now a stapler inside.
That year I was so frustrated because during Showtime,
I did not have a stapler. Something that small can influence
hundreds of dollars of sales because when i am in service,
I need to give materials, tell how to plant Seed Dreams, and then
collect contact information and notes. Every single person I interact
with ends up writing a note that goes into a notebook in a specific
place. When I give the energy out, a transformation takes place
that is profound. I end each interaction with a time when I ask
the person to write. Often there will be followup...something
that they have bought--perhaps a set of The Seven Love Cures for
$50.00 plus sales tax. So now I am organizing my sample book
of 8x10's and all the sample images that Al from Pacific College (PCOM=
Pacific College) printed up for me.

In spite of my achilles heal, I was feeling so much love coming at me today,
so very much support from the staff at the Hilton.

I began the day writing up as i said the structure for "What is Organic
Celebration?" I will read this to Riki Newell's music in the opening.

i will show you that writing soon in a while.

So I will organize my bed right now...
then rest, then sleep and awake ready
to create one or two more new things...
The cover for the slide show...DVD case that i will sell...
and also an Artwork for Job's Prayer.

So tomorrow is Tiferit--beauty, and today was Gevurah...limits.
So I better put everything in Order on my bed, so I feel
the power in the morning.

Yes, this is not humanly possible what I have taken on,
so I will continue being coming from a place of being Superhuman.

your eg



 

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