Conference Prep Thoughts

Date:   7/15/2005 11:19:34 AM ( 19 y ago)

This morning is not going as expected.
I imagined I would be moving into getting closer
to gathering sponsors today,
and getting my photos into the Fromex
and some to Al, the man at Pacific College
who who help me frame.

Days are moving on.
It is 19 days before the event.

Conferences serve me well because
they create limits, and they show me
accuratly how successful I am in all
Four Worlds of Creation.

The Four Worlds are the Kabbalistic framework
I find helpful for understanding creation.
I have written about it about on this blog.

This morning I am realizing that
there are layers and layers of details on
my Feng Shui Site that need to be updated.

The mailing was to go out this early AM from New York.
I called Roger Green, the main creator of the Conference
to find that my links were not working.

This is an energetic thing, and also it is easy
to imagine that there is some Gatekeeper outside myself
that protects me from prematurely doing things.

It sense it is to an great extend energetics.

Have you noticed that your computer crashes
before some emails go out? My does!

It is generally a sign that the work has major errors
to connect with the intended vibration of the receiver.

It is easy to imagine that it is Spirit looking out for me,
but this is on another level, vibration.

It is part of a whole different order of wholeness
that is intended by nature to be connected.

i am not in sync with this connection.

My links, metaphorically are off between
the Worlds of my being.

I think it is a body thing.

Most people can move and have flexibility in many ways.
The flow between earning money is a reality check for
most people, and so are the daily responsibilities of life.

i live in a different world.
I have lots of time to focus on the inner worlds
of creation, but to bring a creation out, asks
that I bring what i am doing down to earth.

it can see this all now.
i can see what I have to RE MEM BER.

Close to the event, feng shui becomes incredible
important. A single paper clip, or stapler, can cause
precious minutes of time, and end up being a frustration.

The closer to the event I go, the more I see the need
to prune.

The more my time becomes critical.

Then during the event, it is the time of being out there
and of service.

All I have done to prepare is suddenly very obvious.

It is about energy during the conference,
sound bites, precision communications
that is goal orientated and hopefully spirit driven.

if I have two minutes on stage, that is showtime.

i can raise the whole conference in those two minutes.
Every word, every gesture, every rhythm makes a difference.

All the preparation brings me to that moment
of harvest.

I work, work, work like a farmer.
I invest 100's of hours without pay.
Then in three days or five, if I am prepared
the crop comes in and it is time to harvest.

Am i ready?
Will I have prepared?

i want my feng shui site to be clear.
i overwrite.

I think now of Tom Antion,
who joined the EG Club at Mark Victor Hansen's
event.

He makes one page web sites that effective
sell his idea and a product. His aim is to sustain
and thrive through his enterprises. He knows
how to do it.

i am so much to learn about being effective.

So here I am refining my site, and seeing
how much conscious detail it is asking.
Meanwhile, my outreach is not happening.

Powerful lessons coming home about doing too much,
having too many "Plants" growing in my garden
of consciousness.

___
11:46 AM

Room is messy from something that i am doing that
I am not fully conscious of what I am doing.

This is Feng Shui.

My body is tired from something that I am doing that
I am not fully conscious of what I am doing.

This is Feng Shui.

See what i am doing.
Seeing how it impacts the flow of energy
through my life, this is Feng Shui.

___

11:52 AM

The web site the Feng Shui list will be visiting
tomorrow morning is very clumsy and ineffective.
There are too many pages. I need to jump to
Mark Victor Hansen's site and review how to create
a hierarchy.

The phone rings but I do not answer.
It might be someone asking me to do something
else that i have committed to do that has a deadline.

i am feeling in a time crunch, and a tiredness crunch.

Gratefully Anthony, the cousin of a housemate,
is doing some physical things here. I am so appreciative
of that extra physical support around here with some
leaks and cleanup. That feels so supportive right now.
___

Your EG

 

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