What Does Paradise Look Like now?

Date:   6/3/2005 6:50:41 PM ( 19 y ago)

What would Paradise Look Like Now
for me?

It would entail slowing down
and getting beyond paying bills.
Clearing my bed, go through these.

I enjoyed listening to Sam Horn,
a woman who was speaking at the
Mark Victor Hansen MEGA Book Marketing Univesity.

Paraside would be getting some big YES's
and reconnecting with some of the good people
that I met during April and bringing some of those
MEGA Book opportunities alive that I had glimpsed.

I have gotten a nice Thank You from the OTA --
Organic Trade Association--I went through all those details
and did the mailing of the photos they will send out.

I sent them a sweet card too about my work.

Paraside will feel good to be creating again,
fulfilling again, some beautiful goals
and crossing over to the other side
of self doubts and techno newness about
creating my photo web site.

It will mean learning some new things.

Roger Green of the International Feng Shui Conference
put out an email to his list yesterday.
He quoted me to begin it off.

Today I received a donation of $25.00 from a woman
who liked something I was doing...it came through a Paypal.
That felt good. I wrote her back.

I am sad and feeling a lack of community around the garden
right now. I had not heard from Zvi, the Sweet Jewish man who
was working with me here before the Elijah Minyan Tribe came.

He disappeared and this brings up separation feelings.

My world feels real small right now, but that is how it is.

More bill paying...more bills filed away...
some Farmers' Market joy in a bit,
more rest....a few meaningful interactions
with people I care about and who care about me.

Getting to the other side...of the narrow places..
and enjoying the journey.

THis is what Paradise looks like now.

Your Enchanted Gardener,
Leslie


 

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