Sexy Dream explained...

Date:   5/19/2005 10:50:23 AM ( 19 y ago)

This Blog relates to this Blog
called Sexy Dream:

http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=298

So I woke up in the middle of this incredible Sexy Dream.

I finally, after all the years since College,
reconnected with my first sexua| partner
Dania. She lives on the same street--
near Weddington Street in North Hollywood.

This is the women who I knew during the
Summer of Love--1967 when I was in San Francisco
at the Avalon Ballroom as a Volunteer in Service to America
with Black Kids from the Job Corps.

Janice Joplin is singing "Hold me!"
Take another Piece of My Heart!
Come On!" and my heart that night
is with Dania who is 400 miles away.

This is Dania--a gorgeous
blonde, totally into how her body
19 year old connecting with a Young Man--me--
during that time of life when Bodies do
not get any better.

So in my dream--I have reconnected with
Dania after all these years and I am about to
go over her house.

Then my current former Lover
decides she wants me back,
so In all faithfulness, I am not going
to be with Dania.

In the Dream, I am next door to a drivein Movie
and Dania is on the screen. There is a bargain
that you can go in for 49 cents to see the movie
that she is starring in. I have some thoughts
and disappointment about not going over to see her
but I would rather be faithful to my present Beloved
who wants me back.

But, I realize that even if I am not going to Be with Dania,
I can pay the 49 cents and see her on the Sllver Screen.
So I go over there and do that.

I still felt disappointment, but in my dream
I realized I did not have to totally give up Dania.
I could have her as a friend and still be faithful to my
Beloved. So I am having this sensation that Dania
has returned, and I also have my current Beloved...
and all the Good Things are coming back to me.

This is Bible Prophesy Fullfilled.

IF you go to the Book of Job--you will see a story
about a man who was tested by God for no real reason
and goes through Hell and High Water.
He looses everything including his daughters
and wife, and everything important. He looses
his health, but then ALL comes back, more
prolific than ever!!!

That is where I am Now in my Life.
All is coming back and am I expanded enough
to take it all in??

I will tell you more about my personal relationship
to the Book of Job in another Blog.

For now, let me say,
yesterday, Zvi was over here clearing spaces
that have not been cleared in many years.
Then, he left, and Anthony Vigil, the equivalent
of a 23 year old Football player in his prime
is following my requests helping me move rocks
and carry fine kelp and 40 year old compost to feed
trees.

It is like the story of King Arthur who lost Excalibur
and his relationship to the land because his Sweetheart
feel in Love with Sir Lancelot.

See "Excalibur" the Movie to refresh you memory on
this Legend.
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So here I am, because of this dream and the physical work
here yesterday, Really, Really Getting the Land Back
as well as my Relationships to my Lovers.

This is coming because of personal growth I am doing now.

Well, got to get into some other areas of my life now...

The Elijah Minyan is coming on Saturday and this is Thursday.
I have lots to do, including clearning my room now...
paying more bills, and refocusing on these
areas:

1. Anna letter--asking her to detail her work in writing.
I made up a sheet to make this work. NO more yelling
at me and ripping off my energy over tasks she needs to do
and write out and report. Do not expect me to mind read
that she had done the assigned task.

2. Letter to Doug, who needs to pay out for his 12 hour exchange.

3. Plant the Jensen flower on my desk with good soil.

4. Pick up photos at 2 PM from Fromex that I did yesterday...
on Netzach in Tiferit (beauty) day.

5. Eat well.

6. Supervise some more gardening. Are we ready.

7. Get Anna on track with clearing the outdoor kitchen area
and making space for potluck stuff. Assign her area of garden
where she was bitching yesterday not to be weed wacked.

8. Does People"s food have Essene Bread????
I need this for Saturday.

9. Upload photos of dad's apartment.

10. As Liora Leah to write up something on chemicals
of PineSol and Bleach for my improve the Local Jewish Bakery
campaign.

I 1. Get a haircut.

Leave tomorrow open for creative things for Saturday...

Blogs to write:
Letter to Peter Vegso, CEO for Health Communications, inc

Sponsors for Community Cupboard-Hilton Hotel Feng Shui
participation in August.

Write up Book Proposal outline using agent Jillian Manus's
Formula...

include recipes from my mother Anne's book...of Jewish
baked goods, and healh recipes...Look over notes... on this..











 

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