Lover prefers that I shave with Kiss My Face Fragrance Free Shaving Cream. I went looking for it...

Date:   4/29/2005 11:47:54 AM ( 19 y ago)

"The remedy for love
is to love more."
--Henry David Thoreau
from his Journals


I have been thinking a lot about Lover this week.
Last Passover, we made love.
This Passover I had a prophesy that I would be breaking
my fast of celebacy.

I had this intention I would be making love this Passover.

I had no idea I would be making love to Lover.

Lover is the most amazing woman.

You can read about her in my Blogs here.
I have reprinted a couple of her Blogs from her
site. She has also made a couple comments under
my Blog called "There is only Me and You" or some title like that.

I without question Love Lover, and she is definitely a woman
who will always give me a run for my money,
or more accurately a run of Soul Growth.

Love is two women in one.
She is the Gemini Twins.

She is sometimes more like Dr. Jekyl and Mr Hyde..

Sometimes she can be the most incredibly loving woman
I have ever met. She does not make love,
She makes God.

She is a wet woman. She is body, mind, soul, feeling.
She makes sounds all over, and she loves my sounds.

She lets me know where and how she wants to be touched.

She is the inspiration of one of The Seven Love Cures,
called "Soul Mates."

She is unquestionally, and questionably my Soul Mate.

Who in the world would choose a Soul Mate
who for the most part does NOT want to be with you????????

That is also a part of the Gemini Twins.

She can say 500 times NO.
She will go for months,
and months,
and months,
and months,
enough time to make a baby..
saying NO! NO! No! NO!

No sex...no this..no that...

Then comes Yes.

Who needs this?

IT feels like being let into the garden, and then being kicked right out again.

When I am in, she says things like, I am your woman, if I ask her.
When she is in Yes mode. She will let me call her Sweetheart.

When she is in NO mode,if I call her Sweetheart, I get a lecture
on Feminism.

Lover is the most amazing woman I know.

We had a breakthrough this last Sunday...the day of the Wesak
Full Moon...the 24th. It was also the second night of Passover.
She was at the Sensual Seder. (more on that later...maybe)

After the Sensual Seder we went to her house.

We sleep the night in a little bed, like two sardines.

Then, the next morning came up feelings in Lover.
She felt trapped. She wanted to shut down. The "Factory" was closed.
She said. Skrietcking halt!!!

We talked at a new level of growth.

She asked if if I wanted her to play an act when she was in the wanting to run away mode. She talked about not wanting to hurt my feelings.

I told her that I felt like I was in the garden, and then kicked out of the garden
every time she did her Gemini Twin Routine. I was just telling my truth. I am so please with Lover. She really spoke her truth. We have not talked since. I am clear now that I want to love both Gemini Twins and I am man enough to do this. I am capable of loving all of Lover. I don't even care if she calls in the next two weeks. Go be Lover. Be you. I am man enough to love all of you, Lover.

I generally have been using an MSM shaving cream with MSM. IT has a little fragrance but too much for Lover. Lover was looking for Kiss My Face Fragrance free brand. She was out of it. Yesterday I visited Erewhon seeking it out. They were sold out. Then I went to Whole Foods, Third and Fairfax. They were out. I asked them to call Whole Foods near Sarina. They have it. I will buy Kiss My Face frangrance free shaving cream in the A.M. Lover can say no as much as she wants. I will be using Kiss My Face Fragrance free from now on. ###


 

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