Gave a Dr. Jensen book that I helped write to the Fairfax High School Library. I am in my Power. I am Retracing my Steps. I am Recreating my past in my head.

Date:   4/28/2005 5:22:20 PM ( 19 y ago)

This is a reedit of a Blog I did earlier in the day.
I am back at Niece Eva's.
It is 2:30 AM Friday morning
April 30.

I am having Techo stuff going on with this
stupid AOL dialup and Windows 98 PC.
Pardon the spelling and grammar typos.
I cannot take the change to correct without
losing some of my writing.

I will correct next week.

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I am donating Survive This Day...
the Dr.Bernard Jensen book I wrote
from his words,
to the Fairfax High School library.

I am in the library looking over
the Class of '65 High School Yearbook.

I am taking photos of charged people and events
I can see here that are charged for me.

These, by my word, are places in my life
where I stuff my feelings and left unconscious
buried feelings in places in my body.

I am back clearing out those spaces--doing a form
of emotional cleansing-by Retracing my Steps.

This feels good.

It feels good to go back to Fairfax High School
is a State of Escstatic Reverie and Power.
That is how I am feeling in this moment.

I have entered an environment that is highly charged
today. The whole school is in lockdown.
There was a near race riot here today.
In fact, the whole nieghborhood is tense.
There was a murder a couple miles away
a few days ago.

Many of the shopkeepers have their stores
bolted shut. They are on edge,
And I am in top form in Your Enchanted Gardener mode.

I am not only feeling strong today,
but I am feeling edgy, and potentially explosive.
I am feeling contained and creative.
I am aware as well of old anger close to the surface.
I will capable of biting the head off
of anyone that gets in my way.

I am not taking any S..T from anyone today.

See my other Blogs about today.

love,
leslie

got to run. library closing..

go see the Dr. Jensen link
off my main page.
It is in the right column down.
I do not know how to link from the AOL
machine without losing my work.



 

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