A poem for making passage from slavery to freedom... from God is also Rated x, 1985, by Leslie Goldman, Your Enchanted Gardener

Date:   4/23/2005 1:57:18 PM ( 19 y ago)

Saying Goodbye and Letting Go

© 2005, lesliegoldman, Your Enchanted gardener


from God is Also Rated X
An Intimate Sharing

There's a big tear
I've neer released until now
stored up in me 1000 years
that somehow kept me stuck on you.
There's a feeling, something deep,
unconscious, untold, unspokenpp
until now,
as if all the hurt I've ever felt
eternall,
asw if all the grieving pains of loss,
have somehow been passified
if only for a moment
when I latenight touched you
and felt my fingers on your boedy
and myself confirmed b sounds
my touch evoked.
I can no longer suppress my grief this way.

Oh spirit of woman,
eternal mothers who have forever bore me,
sacred Andes spirit,
feminine Mt Shasta energy restored,
every earthy woman I have ever loved,
Ann, mother, Ann who died on me
when I was twelve years old;
every one night stand that ever raped me
and I've disrespected,
I forgive you all for leaving
the innocent babe that was me
and forgive myself for the hurt I've harbored.

Mourning is over. I'm crying now.
I'm healing. I'm a new me.
This is my welcoming hour.
My tears are clouds
raining on all of us.

Dear Mother Earth,
woman in every form,
never again will I lay my body
on you as less that a golden man.
I mean too much to myself
to ever do that again.

written April 23, 85
one day after Earth Dya
and a World Peace Celebration,
Starlight Bowl, Balboa Park, San DIego

20 poems in the book.
Be in touch if you would like to sponsor/
or partner
the reissue of this book.

Write Leslie Goldman
Your Enchanted Gardener

Plantyourdream@cox.net

What to understand Women?
Read on...
http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=188

Have a nice journey from Egypt to the Promised Land
the next eight days. This is a good time for Life Review
and resantifying your eating habits...



 

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