Why go to High School Reunions? what is gained from looking back? The Enchanted Gardener Speaks.

Date:   4/10/2005 8:06:52 AM ( 19 y ago)

Why look at the Past?
Why go to Reunions at all?

IT is 5:50 AM and I am at Sarina's home in L.A.
I am about to go back to bed after being up for an hour
harvesting revelations
and being in the presence of Your Enchanted Gardener,
the expression of my Higher Self
in touch with the wisdom of my Soul
and the Universe.

Why Look Back?

It is about the Essene Creation Myth.
It is about the Fall.
It is about having experiences in the Mud.
Getting stuck.
Losing Power.
Reactiveand making decisions
from a place that is ignorant.

Ignorance, in the Essene Way,
is simply what is.
It is not bad.
It is not good.

It is just an opportunity.

There is Ignorance and there is wisdom.

Wisdom is the application of the knowledge
to experience--Essene School of Thought.

For more on the Essene Creation Myth:
http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=112

The result of Wisdom is living in the Wise Domain--Jensen.

The Wise Domain is the Enchanted Garden.

Are you with me?

The Enchanted Garden is a name for our New--
and Renewed Earth--we can grow one Seed and Seed Dream
at a time.

You--you are the only one who can grow the Enchanted Garden.
You are the missing Peace.
You are the missing Piece.

Forget the rest.
It will not get us home.

It is, in my opinion, not the point.

The point is You, Beloved,
have it in you to make a more beautiful world.

You can do it.

You can plant your dream
and so can I.

There is only one of us here--as WIlliam Spear would say it
from his Buddhist point of view.

Be an active point in the universe--Szekely.

Shift the reality of the world, through how you are in it.

Make the most of you--of the opportunity to be you fully.

Last night--at my High School Reunion Part ONE
It was Dis Ease- 6.0
Enchanted Gardener 4.0
out of 10 points
at best.

I was exhausted.
My emotional triggers were stimulated.
I spent about six runs to the toilet.

I did not help by eating desserts
at the end of the eve.
I threw in the towel to my dis ease.

Dis ease creates Disease
short and simple.

There is always another change
to go back.

There is always another chance to go back
to the state of dis ease and recreate.

That is what Reunions can be about.

I had no intention last night...
no Essene entry.
I did not know where I was going or why.

I was filled with self judgement.
about the tremendous expense coming up here.
...and for What? Ego?

Time is so valuable....so precious...

There is another brunch today...
I did not think I would go.
I am going if I am fit for it.
My intention is more strong.

I left tons of live unlived back there.

I want that power back.

I want Enchanted Gardener 10
Dis ease 0.

More later...
thanks for listening.

Your Enchanted Gardener

6:04 AM

What do I want from the brunch...
lots of emails to send my followup story.
Lots of chances to take back power
from the most pivotal time in my life
when I decided to go a certain direction
that left me where I am today.

No wife.
No children.
As is now.

What about the ones who succeeded in their
life? How did they do it?

How can I suceed more fully in my life,
with my goals and life purpose, that is the main point
for any of us.

This would be a totally different world
if everything I came to do was in motion,
in the flow, in the world.

I want to make the most of this life.
I want to make the most of the opportunity
the expense of energy...
the gift of life.

The Class of '65.
They were the players for me then...
I lost power then as most kids do.
I am not a kid anymore.


Please use the link below to guide you to the
Essene School of Thought web site.
That link is in the right column
down:




 

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