Garden Management Journal: Feelings about an hour before my High School Reunion.

Date:   4/9/2005 7:35:51 PM ( 19 y ago)

What am I doing here? I a tired frpm yesterday's long late night drive to L.A.,
the city of my birth. It is around 5:34 PM and the no host cocktails
start in an hour about 25 minutes from here.

High School. Right now I am in touch with what a miserable
time it was in my life. My Mother had died before I entered the 1Oth grade.
Looking back, it does not feel like a happy time in my life, but...wait,
wait, there were good memories.

Likely it is my tiredness that is clouding my vision...
and eating too many strawberries today.
I am not digesting well.

Who would I want to have a reunion with?
Former beloveds. I do not know how to get in touch with them.

I feel disconnected.
I an half dressed.

I feel sad.

I feel lonely for deep connection.
i would rather be looking ahead right now
than looking back.
Let me see how to made the most out of this.



 

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