Do you take your projects all the way to completion? Do you let them fulfill you? Taking a project only so far is like having sex without orgasm.

Date:   4/4/2005 9:52:16 AM ( 19 y ago)

I once had a shamanic healer who I saw
for about a year.

He said I had the abillity to focus,
but the way I took things on was
like having sex without orgasm.

He recommended that I take my dreams to
the point of orgasm.

This issue is really coming up for me now.
I wonder if I can remedy the condition.
I am looking at the cause of why I am so
addicted to new creation, but seldom do
something to the place of full on completion.

Anything that you do not do to the place of completion
become clutter.

The more I do but do not complete starts filling
up my space, and eventually crowds out any room for any of my projects to be completed.\

It is like planting a tree.
It starts small. It needs open area
around it to come to fruition.

I find myself doing a bit of this, then a bit of that,
or sticking to something for a number of weeks.

I even find myself focused enough to finish a book,
but then give up on it when I take it to the marketplace
and hit a snag.

I stop believing it in.

Many times, something more exciting, something new,
comes in. I get into the new energy or the excitement.

Sometimes it is a question of saying Yes to something
that someone else requests when I should say no.

Here is some inner coaching
I am hearing this morning.

See how it applies to you:

Bellieve in your dream.
Don't just keep on taking on
a new dream.
Don't just keep planting seeds.

Believe in yourself.
If you really take a dream to the point
of creating it into business,
it will fulfill you.

Plant your dream.
Ground it.
Give it a chance to
sprout.
Feed it.

Trust that it will fulfill you.

This is where "Not Enuf" comes
it...not believing in yourself Enuf...
being thrown off by criticism,
or the "editing" of one kind or another
that comes with every dream
that attempts to be grounded.

Take your dream to the point of
orgasm.

Here is a little poem
I wrote many
years ago.

It is called RX for World Peace Celebration;

1. Take one Seed.
Experience it as you!
2. Infuse it as an Enchanted Gardener
witht the idea behind it that becomes
your shared dream.

3. Sleep on it. Commit to interact
with it fully responsibly.

4. Plant it in th center of your garden,
how big or small your garden be.

5. Feed it with Faith, Understanding,
Patience, and Love.

6. Place it where it can grow organically
receiving Sun, Air, ample Water.
Make Fertile Soil the ground of its being.

7. Your Seed wll grow Peace!

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