Trials of disastrous experiments one after another.Anything can last one MORE year.

Date:   2/23/2023 10:19:50 PM ( 21 mon ago)

things found in my shoes on my hair and on my skin.
coconut oil apple cider vinegar pops them out like pop rocks.
seaweed paste soap really pops .trace amounts of water added with the above mentioned releases even more.
hair rocks get stuck in the ends of hair and tangle badly,usually have to cut it out.
these rocks are triangular with dots at all three points.
if i dont finger pick my hair everyday,it builds up and glues itself to my scalp,resulting in my hairs being scattered in different directions all every wich way across my scalp,looking like a hair net would all attached together in odd gathering places.
when i first got this i lived with a man that did fuberglass on chemical semi trucks and so for sure i thought id had a fibergkass reaction and swore it was .
because i could see the clear like sharp prices coming from my skin,and so could evetyone else.
because it f**king itched like no other itch ive ever taken on.
and later discovered that while in a shower bathing ...that extreemly hot water was a f**k ing wonderful feeling,as it felt like i didnt have to itch ,the hot water was itching it for me.
do you know that it felt so f**king amazing and far better then "any" orgasim on its best day...ever felt.
a normal orgasim was now undesirable and considered weak.
but this new feeling.....omg.
id make the water so hot and put whatever itched in the floe of it and just literally start " shaking" cuz it was burning the f**k out of me but at the same time it felt so f**king phenomenal i couldnt pull away ,so id just shudder and shake while being burned by scolding hit ezter.
and i stsrted craving the hot hot showers cuz nothing itched after thst.
while enduring this pain and pleadure at the same time i heard sounds come from me that i never recognized before.
it was insane but i had to do it.
awhile after this phase i went thru i retired my sex life all togrther .i dont desire it or the hot showers anymore.
strange strange thing.
my boyfriend hates it and wants that part of me back and gets very distraught and angry over the ehole thing.
but i refuse .
sometimes with a good vibrational vibe going on works,but as for ordinary sex?...i dont even miss it.
probaly burned all my sensors out.
he and i fight over this continuously daily.
angered everyday he still is.
but there are other factors that helped this along
they include one describing word that sums up all events.
c a r e l e s s

 

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