It occurred to me that I should order a microscope along with the microbiology textbook. Or that I should enroll in a microbiology class. I don't have the prerequisites for it but maybe I could talk my way into the class. Just ask to audit it. I also had the thought of emailing a professor of microbiology at one of the Universities and begging him/her for assistance. Paying a large fee would be OK too.
Here's what my deep, dark thoughts are. What if the parasites start winning the war? What if they start really eating my intestines and create total havoc with my immune system? My Dr. already thinks that I may be missing a 'detox' gene because I gave myself manganese poisoning with blueberry juice during another of my self experiments. Wormwood is a poison and is a major ingredient of the herbal formulas that I've used. What if I accidentally overdose on wormwood?. Time for more research. Time to find out what the symptoms of wormwood poisoning are.
In reading the book 'Healing the Symptoms Known as Autism", I found that the parasites like certain foods and that I need to stop feeding the parasites. They like iron (you can get anemic from parasites) Vit B12 ( and I used to get shots of that to increase my energy), sugar, carbs, and most other vitamin supplements. Wondering if my sugar binge several days ago was a good thing- it enticed the parasites to come into my intestines to feed- and now I get to kill them. Wondering if they ate their way thru the intestines to get to the sugar and that is why I had such a severe immune reaction this time. I had been really trying hard to eliminate the sugar. Or wondering if the parasites are in control and they induced the sugar binge. There is scientific knowledge of parasites from cats that control behavior in humans. Why not control of behavior from other parasites? I lost my urge to eat sugar very suddenly and then it came back in about 2 weeks. Was that the parasites life cycle?? No wonder it is recommended to keep a journal.
A couple of other things I have been trying. I started again with Dr. Schulze's Detox tea. My Dr. instructed me to make it in a glass pot. I was using a casserole dish and today it broke apart on the stove. I did some research and found that Yogi Detox tea is nearly identical. I will be making some extra strong cups of it tomorrow. I am supposed to drink 6 cups a day. I am also trying out a formula called Restore. It has gotten rave reviews from moms with kids with compromised digestive systems. At this point, I will try almost anything. Being so debilitated that I have to stay in bed is not acceptable.
The obsession is back along with the depression and weepyness. This is the 5th full moon. My Dr. keeps telling me to buck up. He had one patient that took the herbal formula for a year in order to get rid of parasites. Apparently her infestation was so great, that they were coming out of her skin. I only have some itching on the soles of my feet and the palms of my hands at times. Detox symptoms.
