46 days to @heirloomexpo. This was written on Friday, July 24, 2015. It is a report of events on Thursday, July 23, 2015, and then some of the events on Friday, July 24.
Date: 7/24/2015 8:32:18 AM ( 9 y ago)
46 days to @heirloomexpo
Yesterday Thursday, July 23, 2015 was a devastating day of loss of spirit. I've been hearing up with intentions to drive the my 68 vw van on a mission. The
Enchanted Garden Mobiles Journey to Win Back Our Sacred Seeds, to @heirloomexpo .
I was up during the night writing some. Then in the morning I was feeling stress in my low back around my kidneys. I got up and did some more writing and was in a very short time I was starting to experience shooting pains in my right lower limb into my big toe.
What ax very disturbing report!
I thought I would be headed for bumper authority. To get some auto detailing for the easy mobile, but when I called Felipe at 9 AM it turned out that Ramon, The detailer I worked with before didn't show up for work.
I didn't know what to do with myself.
6:56 am
Friday
My entire life purpose feels intertwined with this objective: get to the national heirloom expo September 8--10, 2015.
My theme for the year has been
I SET OUT TO ACCOMPLISH A FEW SIMPLE THINGs
I wanted to get a cushion to sit on for the EEG mobile from bed Bath and beyond.
The number of people were also telling me to pursue getting shoes rather than the flip-flop sandals I wear.
That one is tough I do not know where to go to pursue that.
I was feeling very little faith that my health could improve.
It's been 13 or more weeks that I had progressive to progressively been having these pains increasing in the lower limbs.
I've had acupuncture bodywork and doing tai chi warm-up exercises.
I can really see very few results that have improved my physical health.
Then the day got even worse
I started to get advice from my niece that included doing things that I simply had no energy to accomplish.
On top of this she was expressing her feelings that PEG mobile was unsafe to drive in such a long distance.
Driving to e.g. mobile from San Diego to Santa Rosa is part of my heroes journey to regain my will to live.
I have been pursuing the idea of having someone come with me on the route.
I have three people who are willing or interested to help me drive now.
My mechanic Mike believes the team mobile is in good mechanical shape.
I need to keep reminding myself that there have been other times in my life where I have overcome devastating physical conditions and regardless I have achieved my goal.
One time I broke my knee bone a few days before traveling across the country.
I was scheduled to teach.
It was my international debut.
It never crossed my mind not to go.
I know that my plan a for this trip is not in place as I saw it.
My plan A
My plan a was to visit whole foods markets along the way, farmers markets, and have other opportunities to teach and share.
I'm a different person on the road.
Significant part of my energy flow has been that I lost my relationship partner recently.
I had a number of meaningful supportive conversations yesterday in the afternoon.
I was able to reach Christa who has been watching my activities for well over a year on Facebook.
She considers me I real warrior,
I met a A man Charlotte Tenney memorial who also remembered me from 1987. He was wanting to help me and this felt very good.
He lives up in the area of Sonoma County where I want to go.
I'm going to invite him to come over later in the day after the detailing works out.
The goal is to get my spirit back in gear.
I want to stay off of sitting as much as possible.
I had good energy early in the morning around 2:30 AM
I wrote this Facebook entry below.
It's difficult to make plans when I am not fully sure I can show them.
I need to regain my belief in myself.
I'm going to exercise and stay off of sitting at the computer.
I commit and I will have some breakthroughs with my funding.
I commit that was so much going on where big Pharma is guiding the government into very dark places and at a time when the dark act is moving through our legislative bodies in Washington DC, I will point out a comparison to the LIGHT ACT.
Time ti get up and get ready to go.
ONE MORE THING...
I had a delightful dream before waking up this morning.
I was in a coffee shop called Monsanto years.
All the people in the shop or not aware of Monsanto aren't offense. I was focused on one beautiful young lady who was sitting on my lap. We ended up kissing intently. She invited me to pursue this and I made plans to meet with her. That was a very life affirming dream.
I'm going to do all I can call upon my allies and let them know where I'm at
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MOre soon! What a day yesterday!
Getting my energy back this early morning it's 3:03 AM
Friday July 24
Radio show tonight!
Listen to this:
"OutGrow Monsanto" GMO Free Maui's Event: Neil Young Performs "The Monsanto Years"
https://www.facebook.com/YourEnchantedGardener/posts/10153520993602235
My end @TheMonsantoyears radio show
https://www.facebook.com/maor.roufe/posts/10154406824342619. #Thewinningbackoursacredseedsstarterkit is coming! #Jointheenchanted lGardenclub now attend @heirloomexpo and grow & @RareSeeds to #OutgrowGMOs
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