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Date:   5/3/2015 9:55:18 AM ( 9 y ago)

My experience, The sufferer with only auditory hallucinations


By Ms Taeko Shiraki


At last I was freed from having to care for my children and I restarted as a nurse.
However I shed tears unintentionally before I got used to the nurse job.
When I saw an old sufferer of fracture of femur first, I started crying as I thought of my mother.
The next sufferer in the psychiatry was the boy of the same age as my son.
As the occupational therapy he was given the working on the farm and he was given the half of Popsicle after he worked hard.
There's nothing I was able to do except for sheding tears when I saw him.
I thought why such an obedient boy as he had been hospitalized.
I was told the voice of a girl talked to him, as he sometimes smiled.
I was also told his father suffered from the disease of psychiatry.
But the boy suffered from only auditory hallucinations.
He told me the voice of the girl talked to him only the pleasant matters.
As most of the middle school students are at a cheeky age, I didn't know how cheeky he was at home but he was very mild at the hospital.
Though I was not in charge of him, he replied that he wanted to go to the high school when I asked his hope.
After obtaining permission of the teacher, I made it a rule to study with him at the time of my night duty.
After a while I was told he entered a high school.
However I found he entered the hospital again.
And he visited me joyfully around the time when I forgot him.
I asked what happened to him.
I was told he withdrew the high school as he broke his leg owing to the traffic accident after he entered a high school.
I was also told he started to work but he broke the goods about two hundred thousand yen.
As he was condemned furiously about it, he stopped working, he explained.
He seemed to condemn himself as he worried about it too much.
I was not able to talk long with him any more, as the hospital ward of him was different from mine.
As the hospital was so strict that the status of the nurses was not admitted and nothing was able to be done without the permission of the doctor.
I felt a sense of stagnation in the mood of the hospital.
Soon his smile vanished and shines of his eyes came to be lost.
I was not able to do anything except for observing him at the side of him.
When I look back on the times his father was also ruled by the same energy body though I don't know what religion he believed.
And I imagine it may be very hard for him to work while taking the medicine to stop the auditory hallucinations.

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