OLDER LINKS I DID ON FAIRFAX REUNION

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3:54 PM April 16

Preparing soon to go up to LA for the weekend to see the spectacle of what became of us after 50 years i'm doing a lot better than I did at my 35th reunion I had low self-esteem it was the first reunion I went to. Then I saw my old friend Ira Erenberg there. He asked me if I saw the article about me in the LA Times magazine.

Interesting the thoughts we have about ourselves.

Was a good article.

I like what I'm doing now.

Garden Management Journal

I had a very difficult day, Wendesday, April 15, the day I started this #PlantYourDreamBlog. I have started to set in motion the room occupancy for the upstairs middle room. I have a 30 day notice on that room. Then, out of nowhere, the person in that room announced to be, as they were leaving for a self care opportunity, that they wanted to extend their stay another month. This was not in the plan. I was also having peripheral stress from two other housemates, one a formerly homeless person who I have reached out to, attempting to give every opportunity to life himself up. His promises of stable back up financial support and coming in in dribbles and this is causing me stress. He was also in a recent severe bicycle accident that happened while I was on retreat. This happened Sunday, as the#OmerDay shifted from the week of the grounding of Chesed, Lovingkindness to the week of setting limits. The following Day, on the most severe day of the seven week period of the #OmerDay Count, the Day of Gevurah in the Week of Gevurah, Monday April 13, #OmerDay Count 9, my partner and another nhousemate loss use of their cars when a person drove down out street and crashed into both of them, as well as into another person's vehicle. She was taken to the hospital in an ambulance with some kind of condition that I do not know.

I have not had time to put any energy into this potentially powerful trip to Los Angeles to attend my 50th High School Reunion, Saturday night.

I just woke up. it is 2:32 am. This is #OmerDay Count 13 and the day is THursday April 16.

I was questioning, as I ddi before my trip to #PassoverVillageRetreat, Friday April 10-11-12, 2015, #OmerDay Count 6-7-8, if I would actually make it to the Passover Village. It was very difficult getting out on my @RareSeed #JourneythroughNatrrowPlacestoPromisedLand .
My original intention was to leave on Thursday for @AngelesCrestHighway. There were numbers of NarrowPlaces I had to squeeze through to get away. Some of these included chills and flu-like symptoms as well as housemate financial stress. I was incredibly grateful to get up to the Passover Village. I arrived a few minutes before the Shabbat Dinner Blessings.

Again, I found myself stressing, distracted, and questioning on #OmerDay Count 7 and part of #OmerDay Count 12.

Rabbi Ted Writes: All forms grow rigid. That is the nature of form. All energies can overwhelm. That is the nature of force.

In this day of focussing on form, we become better able to appreciate that our negative judgments keeps forms rigid. Blessing allows flexibility. Amen.

I just woke up in #OmerDay Count 12 with new insight.

I will have a good day today. I wasn't sure I would be able to do that when I went to bed last night!

The Reunion is too great of an opportunity. I want to start planning for this. I will rise up conditions at home that impacted me yesterday. I will express my truth. I do not wish to be restrained or constrained by the limits that are being imposed by taking in what other's are gong through.

I need to continue to choose the higher vision and relish in the good that I am planting. As I write this, it is #OmerDay Count 12:

"I release the constrains of self-condemnation now. I surround myself with the Light of Being and experience the radiance of blessing through every cell of my body. The feelings which flow through me support wholeness and healing. I experience my feelings and my sensations expressing more freely now."

Fairfax High School ReUnion Saturday April 18

https://www.reunioncommittee.net/Online/Reunion/Default.asp?Ref=7707054

It is this Saturday night on April 18, 2015.

This is #OmerDay Count, 15
April 18, 2015
Loiving Kindness into the week of Beauty

FROM RABBI TED FALCON's BOOK A JOURNEY OF AWAKENING

Today I am aware of the Greater Life within me. The Light of Tiferet radiates from my heart space to fill me with vibrations of Compassion and Wholeness. My greater Self is blessed with Lovingkindness to day. In all I meet, I witness this greater Life. My world is filled with the Spirit of Love waiting to be embraced.

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