A scary dream reminds me of practical realities

Date:   12/1/2014 9:23:43 AM ( 10 y ago)

A scary dream reminds me of practical realities

I just had a scary dream. I'm dictating this from dad on my iPhone. I'm up against a deadline. I'm attempting to do something that involves computer technology. I'm copying a photo from one computer to my own to insert a photo in a different order into a movie I want to make into a movie.

There some kind of pressure involved some energy that I'm having difficulty identifying right now. I can't lay my finger exactly on the energy of what was scaring me so much.

I need a whole lot of people behind me.

I'm dependent on a whole a lot of factors outside myself falling to place
There's an undercurrent a feeling within me that things could explode at home.

Things inevitably shift at home. They shift unexpectedly. The dynamics takes a toll on me.

My body has been showing signs that the pressures have not been handled well.

Got a number of wake up calls recently that are indicating this is the case.

One is that I am continuing to create kidney stones.

I've had clear indications that the way I was handling the stress during the last phase of feeling a vacancy was causing me kidney pain.

I need to get an assessment from James if there is any other approach other than surgery for my projected third kidney stone procedure

Let's see what I can do with all this, Goldman. God bless you.

6:13 am
December 1






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