I can't expect miracles in under a day.

Date:   10/6/2014 11:45:53 PM ( 10 y ago)

I can't believe I am attempting to fast again, but I am absolutely desperate. Sometimes I wonder how dark people get with their illnesses. For the past 2 weeks (on and off before then), I have basically wanted to turn the lights off. Now don't get me wrong, I used to have hope. I used to think I was going to beat this thing, but I haven't. I used to never think I'd be on here with a CHRONIC illness, but I am. When 2 years go by and no matter what you do things get worse...it gets to you. All the things that used to make me happy are now meaningless because I never feel good while doing them.

Nonetheless, I am not dead yet, and am trying to ease my suffering. Juice fasting is the only thing that makes me feel less toxic, so I am attempting it again. Unfortunately I had one liquid meal today before making the decision, so it's only been about 6 hours. I consumed juice an hour ago and don't feel good yet, but I'm hoping that I at least sleep better tonight, and start to feel the cleansing effects tomorrow.

 

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