This isn't looking good...

Date:   7/23/2014 2:14:24 AM ( 10 y ago)

Oh blog, you have become my little journal to vent when no one will listen. I am sorry to say this may be the end. I can deal with hunger. I can even deal with losing some muscle. What I can't deal with is my heart beating faster than it should while I sit here wired and in edge.

What an evil disease this is. I would have never had these symptoms fasting from a cold or the flu. I don't understand how so much of my body is improving, yet the most disabling symptoms won't budge. I can literally feel my anxiety coming from my sinuses in which mold colonies refuse to leave.

I doubt I will die from going on longer, but I lead a very active job. If I collapse somewhere from an electrolyte imbalance, panic attack, etc and break something, I will not be able to support myself.

Unless I have some prophetic dream telling me to continue, I may break the fast tomorrow. I do not regret it one bit, however. It has significantly cleaned me out, and perhaps I can still stay raw for a while.

I will update tomorrow regardless. I hope no one is disappointed, but at least you can see how honest this blog is. I'm not the type to continue something that I feel may cause me danger.




 

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