Happy dream

Date:   5/10/2014 8:26:08 AM ( 10 y ago)

Happy dream


I had a happy dream. I moved into the dorm at UCLA everyone was friendly the main thing, I switched into Enchanted Gardener mode.

Then I woke up and I wanted to call Judith. It was such a revelation that I was happy.

625 Saturday, May 10

Originally spoken into Iphone….later made some corrections in speech that was off.


6:25 AM there were also other insights during the night


6:56 AM still having to monitor my kidneys. They are not normal. Had number of positive thoughts during the night. Attended monthly Jewish renewal potluck. It was good to get away from home. It was good to interact. I was experiencing some grief yesterday about following up going to visit Kenneth today. Numbers of people were talking about doing the exercise every day to be healthy.

I'm having the runs this morning from the food. I was not able to digest it. I had positive feelings during the night that this group was approachable to see and hear one another in a council format. I had positive feelings that some things I had to say about food could be heard.


One way to start would be ask Fern about her food choices at the potluck. Or ask others how did they digest the food.

I was having some grief yesterday about following up going to see Kenneth . During my positive experience during the night I decided to go. There are still some thoughts that I could move there.

I left unexpectedly to the potluck yesterday. Partner Nadine didn't know where I went she was disappointed in not be able to spend time with me.

7:47 AM I'm projecting positive thoughts on the conditions of the house and my kidneys.

I made a little progress in the clean up my room yesterday.

I paid a few bills

I'm still under a dark cloud with feelings that I cannot resolve conditions at the house.

N would have me accept things as they are and just focus on getting the new housemate.

Got one real person calling yesterday. She has a cat that likely would not be acceptable for the upstairs vacancy.


Feels the parameters are too limited to satisfy everyone's needs for a new housemate.

Even though I had a no pet policy clearly expressed in the ad the person who called asked for a different pet policy.

I put in a couple calls to Paul Wallace yesterday. He's from the national Heirllom Expo

This was our first talk in over two months since I saw him at the natural products Expo.

He's starting to put focus on the Heirloom Expo. it was good to hear that he still welcomes my participation there I have been questioning whether I would have what it takes to make that journey. My discomfort with my kidneys is my latest thought that stands in the way of my making a clear and consistent commitment to go to the show. He mentioned requesting two teaching forms and vendor form. De saw me driving up the van again. It feels good to catch up with my thoughts. Feels good to be excepting where IM right now. God bless my health. God bless that find my way to make needed shifts at home. 7:58 AM May 10, 2014


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