The house is getting the best of me. Morning thoughts.

Date:   4/9/2014 9:22:48 AM ( 10 y ago)

The house is getting the best of me. Morning thoughts and dreams

Wednesday, April 8 7:21 AM


Just just had an early morning dream that was somewhat disturbing. When I woke the dream I saw this insight, The house is getting the best of me.

In the dream I was up in the mountains on the property owned by one of my most meaningful sponsors.

I had no idea what was going on. I was feeling very emotional and recognized I needed nature to rebuild me.


I wandered to another part of the property. It was uphill. Their was a lot of construction.

Then suddenly after this private moment, I became aware of construction going on.

Then I saw groups of young children passing by. I have been thinking about how this would've been nice place to camp out free by myself.

And all of a sudden I saw how much activity was going on. One person came up to me. I told him I was friends with, And named my my sponsor my name. He was a security then perhaps went off to check about my being there.

Suddenly I became aware of people who were dressed in fancy clothes. I followed them and they were participating in the dedication of shop or a store of some kind that may have been dedicated to children. Then one of the organizers who was not my sponsor., She made it clear that I had traveled hundred miles but missed the event. had no idea about the event. My timing was off. I was somewhere and I missed connectivity rather rather then it just beginning it was ending.

I felt bad about this that my timing was so off.

And I woke up. I was aware of the billboard like sign that said the house is getting the best of me.

I was also aware before I went to bed I saw an event on the Internet with numbers of my allies participating. I had missed the event.

When I had to thought the house is getting the best of me it came after an uncomfortable sensation. I was feeling the energy of one of my housemates. We are not in good standing right now.

It's too much for me to be managing lives seven other people. It has been perpetual shocks generally three a day for a number of months.

I need help. I am feeling emotionally destabilized.

I'm under the influence of an astrological report addresses they need to clean up things, to make room for the new.

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CLEANING UP NOTEBOOKS TODAY

I have been doing a bit of that taking on an overwhelming backlog of notebooks.

I'm not looking forward to many big events although I do have one event coming up in a couple weeks.

I'm not in a position to commit to my make name Fahl event in the summer looks like a void of time. I'm concerned that the conditions at the house will continue to be extreme.

I thought I might be able to do some work this morning and then some cleanup.


1:02 pm

I failing need to reach out support.


ERRORS MAY BE DUE TO USING A DICTATION DEVICE

I was able to speak these words into my blog and typing peace with my on my iPhone. My wrist hurts.


It is 1:04 pm
Wednesday April 9, 2014


Found some videos in a notebook that Keith Wyner made of me at the National Heirloom Expo.

It is good to see me in action. This is giving me some better headspace to think about.

I also found another quote I would like on an Baker Creek Seed Packet.

It is good to be in my own space right now.

PRESSURE AND STRESS CONTINUING TO INTENSIFY
April 9, 2014
5:10 am








 

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