Help.. I need help from someone, anyone

Date:   4/3/2014 11:29:55 AM ( 10 y ago)

Many problems at school, home, and just life in general have caused me to do many thing to harm myself: Cutting, starving myself, ex. One thing that happened last night was, my oldest brother (16)and me were just playing aound, I was tryng to get to the wii and watch a show but he blocked my way and he soon pinned me down on the bed and I thought nothing of it because we were just playing.. No. He lifted my shirt up and I immediately knew I was in trouble. He stuck his hand in my pants and my underwear and started touching me. I got up and ran away from him crying and ran to my other brother's room nd sat there sobbing for him to open his door. My oldest brother followed me and kept saying sorry and that he wanted to talk to me. I started screaming at him to leave me alone and after about 20 minutes my brother opened his door and I went in an sat by him, crying, and he was explaining that my older brother had tried drugs for the first time and he kept doing bad things that he didnt remember. I am so scared, and if I tell anyone then he will go to jail and his life would be ruined. Please help, I dont know what to do! I will never see my brother the same way ever again, and I am still so scared.

 

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