I am re-engaging my dreams this morning.
I am putting on blinders.
I am coming back to life.
I simply must do this. I am coming back to life now
John has a dream. He is making the request of me now.
He Wants to see the video I made with him at the natural products Expo West.
Nothing else matters right now.
I can do this.
JOHN TREMBLAY, PLANT YOUR DREAM!
Thank you for Being an Enchanted Garden Club Member
NO VICTIMS AT THIS STAGE OF MY EVOLUTION
--Dr. Judith Larkin Reno calls
2:50 pm ended…
we spoke for 20 minutes.
get 'command'
a small win…
where from….one element….
missing in action--parent role model..
guaranteed triggers the rejection…
escapes--
don't rise and fall off of these--situations..
heal the brokenenness
This is the way it is going to be--
GET IN THE PRESENT….
How long I want to suffer?
stop personalizing it, and
claim the entitlement--
father book..healthy
false belief --o.k to suffer--
any one way to life other than suffering..
get to choose…
go to own,,,
go to the bellboy..
stop the victim script--a new script--
no psychic debris….
move out --open up my story---
unlock
haven't
wedded to my script--
change my story--
perperpruted--
confused by identity--
healthy the news and get ego out of the way--
healthy
self value rises and falls--
pick up and put it down…
don't carry the pain around--
a new sotory where i not
mind movies--
not so immeshes--and no depending--
healthy boundaries--healthy entitlement--
clean up little pieces--
SOMETHING….SMALL