My Life Feels Stuck in a Box. I am attempting to Grow Out! by YourEnchantedGardener .....
My Life Feels Stuck in a Box. I am attempting to Grow Out
Date: 8/4/2013 12:21:28 PM ( 11 y ago)
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My Journey to The National Heirloom Expo 2013
My life feels stuck in a Box.
Today is Sunday, August 4, 2013. It is about 38 days until the National Heirloom Expo in Santa Rosa, CA. I want to be at this event very much. I am keeping a journal of the steps I am taking to get to this event.
I am having severe issues in my life now that portend the end of many things. Experiences that I enjoyed and responsibilities that I took on in the past no longer have meaning for me. This clearly shows in the reading I was given by
one of my housemates Chef Jem the other day through his study of Robert Camp's Destiny Cards.
My metaphor these days is expressed this way: Take Your Sacred Seed Out of the Box and Plant Your Dream.
This morning, I am feeling mental pain, disappointment and lack of trust to make the Seed Dream happen that I am planting now: My Journey to the National Heirloom Expo.
I am scheduled to be a teacher there.
I have a sense that if I can make it on the plane and get to Santa Rosa, CA
September 9--the date I am now scheduled to be in that city, I will shine at the event.
I have enough days to prepare.
There are many logistics that I have to work out. A number of them are making me anxious.
Coming Out of a Health Storm
I am coming out of a deep Health Storm that began to show up May 25, the day of the March Against Monsanto. That night, I received some intense life shattering news. My jaw began to freeze up. For three weeks or more, I was having symptoms that can be called TMJ, including intense nerve pain.
I have been writing about the other experiences in between that also included a Kidney Stone Procedure, and most recently, a molar tooth extraction.
I do not know if the conditions in my mouth are resolved.
I have based my life on having deep trust in nature and natural healing, and then the Health Storm came. My desk now has Western Medicine narcotics and antibiotics. I am not at peace with this world.
Pain to me has until now been a spiritual journey. I have had miraculous
experiences finding a way through other times when I simply needed to find a way to show up, and I did. Nature has never failed me, yet now I have lost my dream and confidence that Nature has a Remedy that I know how to use.
"Nature has a Remedy" is a book I helped write for Dr. Bernard Jensen, a master of the Natural Healing Arts.
There is a part of me that knows I am stuck in a Box. My have been teaching that the Greatest Dreams of Humanity are stuck in Pizza Boxes.
My own dreams are clearly now in a a Box. I am not sure fully how this is going to turn out.
The Power in Planting Intentions has been my forte.
It has saved my life.
Now, there is a part of me that I am sorry to say--is looking intently at endings.
The National Heirloom Expo for me feels like a Beginning, part of a New Beginning. I do not know all the answers.
I just know I have to be there; or at best, learn the lessons that I am facing.
There is a part of me that is concerned that my Box will turn into a coffin.
Dr. Bernard Jensen told a story about a "coffin."
There was a man headed to a funeral. He was in the Coffin.
Suddenly, the door to the rear opened as the vehicle went up a big hill.
The coffin felt out the back and started to glide down the hill at an intense pace.
It crashed through the window of a Pharmacy and flung open.
The man inside must not have been fully dead in our story, he just
felt like he was dead.
He spoke to the pharmacist and said, "I have one question.
How do I stop this "cough in?"
Our world today is in a coffin
Our world today is in a coffin. Some of us know this. Most of us do not know. We are coughing up things that we have taken in. We need to eliminate them, but no longer know how nature works.
We now define Medicine, as Dr. Andrew Weil says, as Pharmaceutical Drugs.
I have not partaken of this world of Pharmaceutical medicinetoo deeply, never really felt victimized by it.
Now I am caught inside this world, and I do like the feeling.
How can I get out of this "coughing?".
I am feeling I am caught by something. I am in part out of control. I am gliding down a hill, and with me are a whole lot of other people.
That is why I want to get to the National Heirloom Expo. The answers to the future--both my own--and for others are there. I know the answers are in what I want to teach there. The very act of teaching and sharing teaches me.
Of course, the answers are right here too, inside my own backyard, but I am having difficulty finding access to life here now. I admit it. I am stuck.
My stuckness has in part brought to my door this Health Storm.
I welcome you to join with me in this journey to Awaken Our
Sacred Seeds
I welcome you who are reading this to join with me on this Journey of Recovery. It is a Journey to Recover our Sacred Seeds.
I know I am not all of one piece, or peace, especially now.
I want to tell the truth, as best I can, and I hope that as I transform
into the new me, you will not hold my past against me.
There is a part of me in torment right now.
I do not like where I am or where my head is.
I have writing myself out of many conditions and states of mind.
That in part is what the Plant Your Dream Blog is all about.
This is in part what The Campaign to Grow A Healthier Pizza is all about.
This is in part what this book, Grow A Healthier Pizza is all about.
I welcome you to come along on this journey of Awakening.
Something in the world is dying. Something New is attempting to be born.
--Leslie Goldman
Your Enchanted Gardener
TO DO:
HOMEWORK
SET UP YOUR OWN PLANT PARENTHOOD GARDEN MANAGEMENT JOURNAL
Start Your Own Plant Parenthood Garden Management Journal.
I made this graphic for you this morning:
To DO:
Leslie and Your Enchanted Gardener
I will write about that....
GROW A HEALTHIER PIZZA WITH HEIRLOOM SACRED SEEDS
Take Your Sacred Seed Out of the Pizza Box and Plant Your Dream! What does this mean? Today, for many of us, our deepest dreams live in Boxes. We are not all of one Peace. We are the equivalent of a piece of Pizza in a box, feeding appetites with food and buying into a system that has no foundation in nature, and little technology that can compare to Nature's Original Technology. All this can shift as We Plant Your Dream with Ancient wheat and Heirloom Seeds.
This is what my class is about at the National Heirloom Expo, 2013:
The Right to Know and Knowing How to Grow Food go hand in hand. Leslie Goldman, Your Enchanted Gardener,Ceremonialist and Plant Your Dream Blogger, shares inspired graphics and ideas from his book & Campaign "Grow A Healthier Pizza." Through popularizing seeing Ancient Wheat and Heirloom Seeds as teachers, he aims to Cultivate a Grassroots Movement that outgrows GMOs and returns our beat with nature. (65 words)
The Ultimate Gardener: The Best Experts’ Advice for Cultivating a Magnificent Garden with Photos and Stories (HCI, 2009) credits Leslie for photographs and inspiration. The book’s dedication reads: “To Leslie Goldman, The Enchanted Gardener, for planting dreams and seeds of inspiration. To all those who garden and for those who dream to have a garden one day.”
Robert Muller, then U.N. Assistant Secretary General, gave Leslie a U.N. Peace Medal in 1983 for the work he would do in his lifetime. That work continues helping us win back our sacred seeds.
count the words….
http://www.theheirloomexpo.com/speaker/leslie-goldman/
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