What do I need to do to be strong again?

I am feeling profoundly discouraged.

Yesterday, I had acupuncture. Going to the clinic felt dangerous. One of my friends is a teacher there. I have had highly stressful financial record keeping details taking me away from my life work for days. Saturday, I took a break from the finances and the stress that was getting to my kidneys. I went down for what sounded like a fun outing at the acupuncture school in celebration of Chinese New Year.

I was around my friend, who has recently recovered from two or more weeks of Flu. He was not coughing.

By Saturday night, I had chest discomfort. I started to take Oil of Oregano on a regular basis overcoming the burning sensation. I got use to it. i felt improvement.

Tuesday, yesterday, I had my appointment. There were a number of people who were coughing in the waiting room.

I got out of there and waited down the hall.

I feel like whenever I am near someone who is coughing, I pick up what they have. This is dangerous.

I felt really betrayed that I went for fun and healing, and came away worse on Saturday.

They yesterday, I had the acupuncture treatment.

I felt some chest discomfort during the treatment, but my condition was really feeling better late last night.

I came home could not take a nap. All the financial stresses were bothering me.

Later, I was feeling much better and thanked all my remedies and the acupuncture treatment. I thought to take some time with my sweetie.

We watched part of a movie, laying next to each other in bed. Moment by moment, my chest started to feel very uncomfortable.

I felt I was picking up something being with her.

This is very hard on our relationship.

She wants to be close.

I have the start of my Season March 7. I am very concerned about my energy levels.

The financial predicament is now a factor.

I get energy from blogging and interacting with others. Now, when I interact, I many times, I get worse.

I am going to call Cesar Torres. He is a good friend and coach.

He has a wonderful Cold and Flu formula.


I made a some progress today with a few communications with housemates.

One rent that was up in the air is coming through as of today,
but the other is in crisis.

I talked to the other in crisis.

He can move if needed.

I want to do two things now.

Rest, prepare to tell another housemate what is up after looking at details of the financial picture.

I will rest some.

Had some thoughts of canceling out my Spring Activities.

That would be a deeply hard thing I me.


WHAT TO EAT?

I did not eat today.

Drinking a tea from OB Food...

Head is light from not eating, perhaps. That enough could make that happen.







 

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