Strange Disorientation + Some Good News

Date:   1/17/2013 5:59:36 PM ( 11 y ago)

I went to see my surgeon today. I have been waiting for this appointment for a number of months.

I have had four episodes in 2012 when I had severe pain in my hips and groin, but gratefully it goes away with the remedies that I take.

Amino Activ and Arnica Montana 30 c help it go away in a few days and get beyond excruciating pain that makes it hard to walk.

I was thinking from the way my hips have been hurting--very unexpectedly at times--and becoming almost incapacitating that--perhaps I was due for hip revisions again. My surgeon is one of the finest around and very personable, Dr. William Bugbee.

I have not seen him since 2009. He was very pleased with the way I was walking and did not see any changes from the last time I was in.


There is also an issue with a hernia that has been acting up. I thought that perhaps that had to do with the way I walk. I though the way I walk was putting pressure on the left side. He did not think they were related.

I am going back tomorrow to see another doctor about the hernia.


I pray I find my balance now. I am feeling very disoriented with my physical health, and looking for some thread to pull together not trusting my body, or feeling I can count on my computers. All my systems do not seem too trustworthy.

I haven't started to pull together records from the financial program going down last year, and spending so much time working on Prop 37.


I have been looking through a lot of old photos in the rubble the last couple days. The internet makes it possible to find people.

I found myself--in light of so little I I can count on--wanting to reach out to relatives, and people, some that are no longer alive so to speak.


I was thinking that likely I might have to go into the hospital again for hip revisions and seeing so many faces of people who have been close to me who are now dead or out of touch.


I am feeling very much old right now and not able to pull things together very well. I did make a lot of progress cleaning up. I am definitely in Winter, but there is so much that is in disorder.

I am feeling vulnerable and need to take care of myself. Likely pulling together some of the records will help.


Still at the effect of the cold in my room, and ability to catch a cold. Colds do seem improving, thank God.


Leslie


January 17, 2013
3:58 am


 

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