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Date:   5/15/2012 5:53:15 AM ( 12 y ago)

The meeting I did not hit and the run was 2 miles. The floor waxing was a floor vacuuming. All else was done. Not bad. I did not say just how rock-bottom depressed I was at that moment. I decided to write the flip side of what I was feeling and do that.

So, this morning is the same. Power day. Not 'Feeling' day.

Go for a run in the light rain.
Practice piano lessons.
Eat something.
Do laundry.
Begin start of day inventory from Big Book.
Complete paperwork for the coming semester.
Call 3 friends to chat about what they are up to.

Easy list.

I have a life I must drive. My feelings can no longer be allowed to drive my life. They have taken so much from me. Feelings may be helpful in some cases. In depressives, they may be crippling and mis-shapen.



 

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