Journey to a Fruitful Life

Date:   4/13/2012 1:02:53 PM ( 12 y ago)

Today was good, besides the morning. I woke up in pain again this morning, after having a dream of consuming a snickers bar and feeling pain after just consuming it. I opened my eyes and realized the dream was real, sans eating the snickers bar. I quickly walked out of my cousin's room (in which I was sleeping in) and went to the bathroom down the stairs. Explosion. Sorry if that's TMI. But it happened once again folks. Another painful experience. I could promise myself to stop all this, but I'm a food addict so we all know where that promise goes.

However, I'm really ready to just start water fasting and detoxing all the crap that's inside my body. I'm ready to eat simple foods and enjoy them, such as cucumbers and tomatos. I'm ready to slowly eat my meals and enjoy them, rather than stuffing every food that is around me. I'm ready to have a healthier lifestyle. I'm ready to take control. I'm ready to start feeling light and exercising daily. I'm ready to try out all the clothes I've secretly dreamed of having on. I'm ready to show the world the beauty I have, inside and outside.

But it all starts with my health, and without my health, I cannot achieve ANYTHING.

So it starts tomorrow. Or right now. I'm done eating. It's so easy to say this after I've just had a delicious and filling dinner (of chicken and potatos, rice, and salads) but I think I'm ready. I'm dedicated. To 28 days of water fasting.

I had such a relaxing day today, it was just what I needed. After the morning pain today, I felt completely fine. I ate fruit compost in a cup with my cousin and we just lounged around and laughed. I helped set up dinner with my aunt and made a salad for dinner. It was so delicious. My uncle kept putting salt in it though, which was so completely unneccessary. I hate when people think they have to put so much seasonings on a salad to make it taste good, they ruin the natural taste and deliciousness of the vegetables, especially when it has to be with salt. Blah.

My internet friend from FL sent me J-lo songs that I've been into the past couple of days on WhatsApp. LOVE. I'm so inspired by J-lo. Her whole story of how she came from nothing to being one of the most successful Latino's internationally is just so motivating.

I'll post my first water fasting update tomorrow night.



 

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