7:39 pm
July 18, 2011


Inner voice says:

I will never get it right.

Feeling extremely susceptable
to criticism.

Where did this begin?

From my father.

What is bringing this up?

Working with another cut
of Job's Return, ALEPH Kallah.

PHONE JUST RANG

I picked it up.

Silly person on the other end,
singing.

They said, hello.
then, hung up.

6:52 pm

COULD I EVER GET THE APPROVAL
OF My MAIN RABBI?

How hard i try.
this is not possible.

That's the feeling.

I am a lawbreaker by nature.

Wherei my copy of "Original Blessing"
that speaks to the nature of the
Prophet's path?

The Prophet is by nature
an interference with the common
Status Quo.--Keep The Beet

That is not good enough,
oh Beet.

UPLOADING ANOTHER VERSION
OF JOB'S RETURN

6:56:06 pm
July 18, 2011

The garden is right outside my window.
How seldom I am in it.

MORE FURY WILL COME
MORE CRITICISM

I cannot get it right...

6:58 pm

This is from my father.
It is childhood stuff.

BOX FROM FES ARRIVED TODAY
AS I WAS APPROACHING THIS
EDIT

It's O.K. that there never be a final edit,
Leslie

Just keep going.


ARE PHOTOS ALLOWABLE ON THE INTERNET
FOR KIDS FROM BH?

ARE PHOTOS FROM MEMBERS ALLOWABLE
IN YOUTUBES?

ARE CLIPS OF R Stan Allowable in Youtubes?


DAMAGE CONTROL

This is an insane situation at times (@ home)
to be taken on directly.

Each Seed Dream takes 1000 details and countless
hours and energy invested.

I am not going to take on more without having resolve
of the last ones.

Communications with S.

How much funds will be coming in when?
Ask her to find out.

P.

when funds secured.

I could easily get in another one of those
hitting a wall predicaments.

P#2

Damage Control...
Strategy. Communications necessary?

Each communication has lots of time needed.

Dish washer...
water in it?

Why not cleaned out.

No way to clean it out, manually?

rent update from CJ?
out in writing.







 

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