12:22 am
July 2, 2011


Had a difficult time coming back to the Super 8 Motel
after leaving the Kallah at University of Redlands.

I could not find my place there
at the Kallah.

It was like visiting something of the past.

I recognized some my the faces,
allies, but I could not find my place
in the experience tonight.

Saw some beautiful people at the Shabbat Walk
but it was downhill from there.

Ariella Shira bailed me out at dinner.

I wanted to stay for the late night music,
but i was not part of the dinner officially.

I tried three late night experiences
but nothing inspired me.

I am sad that I cannot find God through this
path anymore.

I am outside looking in.

What an expense to find this out.

$100.00 for Kallah
$100.00 for gas
$100.00 for room, if I stay through tomorrow night.

Everyone seemed to be enjoying themselves.

One lady had a reaction to the herbs I was alergic reaction
to the herbs I was carrying.

Allergic to herbs?



 

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