7:10 pm
June 11, 2011

Losing the light.
Clothes hung.
Not my job, if I were organized better.
Washed the sheets.
Waiting for the drying.
Bedding in a pile.

Tired, but some glimmer of hope
because of work that is good
when I return to it.

House frustrations;

Want water line fixed,
but fixer is not to be seen.

Furniture in the way.
They need to be moved.

Too tired to communicate that now.

Nap time.

Cleared a basket.
Needed to be cleared before.
Strawberries dripping through
on clothes that I hand washed.

More to do that I could do in here.

Be grateful to have fresh sheets.

Where is my God connection
with community?

Some other decade in the past.

Miss it.

Stuffed room with past.
Future calling.

Many hours work if I do not do something
radical.

Need helper.

Enough to do, just with what I could do
with photos.

7:16 pm





4:43 pm

What have I been doing the last hour?

I have been in electronic limboland.

yesterday, I unplugged one of my
external harddrives, the Iomega.

It is a back up drive.

I cannot find the cord in the spaggetti
of wires on the floor. There are numbers of
other external hard drives that will work.
They are filled with all files.

I am disconcerted by this inability to find the
right plug.

It says DC in.

I am obsessing over this.

I could wait until Thursday when I go to
PCOM. The Apple Fashion Valley Store is nearby.

This is what anything to do doing today,
this expense of energy.

What can I do with the time now that would matter?

I want this plug. I want some simple thing
like this in a moment when I am in limboland.

maybe I can look at the Iomega site.

I will try that...

AFTERNOON

2 PM-3:12 PM

Napped...
woke up in some kind of depression...
Lonely...would like to clean up some things....

Clearing bed...

Have I friends?
Where are they?

Not connected to work I did this week.
Shabbat alone.
No real spiritual connection right now,
just a mess.

Went out this morning.
No real solid connection to those there.

Would like to do the bed...

clearing the bed...

Applying the Neutralizer...

Other housemate ??? marks drawing my attention.

What can I do... Now with this precious time
to clear before I start to work again?

Apply the Neutralizer...



Made the most of the rest of the day...

rest...

Make a note...
about back up...

START COMPUTER BACK UP LATER

THIS WEEK TO DO>

back up addresses..

MORNING EARLY HOURS

QUESTIONS FOR JULIA DONE
RELATES TO NOTE TO BRING OUT...

GO OVER

do I put this out before I talk to her
or after...look at it.

ALSO

DO I go to Jewish renewal activity?


DO I clean up today?

Yes...
how many hours..

Do I garden today?

yes.

CHECK ON Summer work load...


WHST PREP IS NEEDED FOR THE
FM TOMORROW?

What videos to upload and photos
from last Sunday and last Thursday?

Check on this, please.





 

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